pudding was only supposed to change, not go kablooey . I wonder if I underestimated the explosive capabilities.â
âMaybe, just a little,â chuckled Sugar, sitting down next to her. It was hard to stay mad at Lizzy with yellow pudding splattered across her face. Truth be told, she loved Lizzyâs crazy experiments.
âOr it could have been that the positive ions spread the charge more rapidly than I originally calculated â¦â her thoughts drifted off with the possibilities.
Sheesh! Whatâs wrong with me ? She looked over at Sugar with wide, serious eyes and asked, âWas there some deeply traumatic event in my past that left me mentally impaired or otherwise different in some way?â
Sugar wiped a goopy glop from her ear and tried to keep from laughing. âWell, letâs see ⦠once you fell into the gorilla pit at the zoo. Sumptinâ about a mama ape carrying you off to play for a bit,â she said jokingly.
âThat explains it. Brain damage .â
âI can see it is beginning to affect you, why do you ask?â she said, continuing the charade.
Lizzy sat quietly for a few moments, unsure about letting Sugar in on her octopus conversation. Maybe it was better to keep it under wraps for now. She didnât want to add to her âspace-cadetâ status, especially after blowing up pudding .
âNo reason. Itâs just that sometimes I think about when I was little, and I canât remember things I ought toâlike birthday parties or what my room looked likeâand the day Brandonâs boat went missing. Itâs all a blur â¦â She did remember feeling a strange sadness the day before, though. Maybe she knew, deep down, something bad was going to happen.
Gentle concern flooded Sugarâs dark blue eyes.
âI donât know much about the day your brother disappeared, sweetie, I only wanted to help yâall. Your mom and dad were so busy lookinâ for Brandon, and you girls needed looking afterââ
âHe could still be alive, you know,â Lizzy rasped, feeling the pain in her heart rise to her throat.
Sugar put an arm around her and brushed a loose, sticky curl from her shoulder, and looking wise, as only Sugar could, said, âLife can be like, well ⦠like your lab experiments.â
âSlimy and half-brained, you mean?â
âNo, more like surprising and beautiful. Listen, I could give you all kinds of reasons why bad things happen, but the truth is, I donât always know. Sometimes life seems like a battle, and when good people decide to fight, they can take a fall. And the things they fight for ⦠itâs all about the people they love. Understand?â
âYeah, lifeâs not a magic carpet ride.â
âThatâd sure be nice! Save my tired feet from walking into town every day,â she said cheerfully, wiggling her toes around in pointed silk flats.
âBesides, Brandon went out looking for smelly olâ lobsters that day, not a battle or anything,â Lizzy grumbled.
They sat silently. Sugar eyed the yellow splotches on the solarium window, wondering if theyâd bake to a crust in the hot sunlight. She thought about Brandon and his warm smile. He always loved sitting with Lizzy and reading to her when she was a little girl, and going on fishing trips in the summertime with his dad, and their patrols with the Guard. She was sure there was a good reason he was out near the island that day, and it sure wasnât for lobsters.
âHe sure loved an adventure, that one! I know he would be so proud of who you are too, Lizzy. Youâre like him in many ways.â
Lizzy didnât feel brave, nor did she want to be in any battles. Sheâd rather crawl up in her old green chair with her books and read about life, instead of living it at times.
âWeâd better clean up this mess before your mom gets home, or youâll be late for the
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