member,â Skimp reminded him.
A gang member is a gang member even if he is a probationary. Thatâs called semantics. Iâd have mentioned this, but Mark would say I was just being a know-it-all clever-clogs.
Rocky had a strange look on his face. Iâve seen him like that when we go round his house â heâs got a great collection of war and horror movies which weâre not supposed to watch. Itâs a bit like him drooling in front of a sweet shop. Thereâs something very needy about Rocky.
âLet him do it,â he said.
âNo way!â said Mark. âIâm not getting grounded for the rest of my life because Jez gets devoured by some creature from a hidden tomb in Black Gateâs cellars.â
âI want to do it! And you canât stop me.â There were all those words dangling in front of my face again. Where did they come from? But I had to show Mark and the others that I didnât need looking after all the time.
Skimp nodded. âI think Rocky is right. Beanie should go in if thatâs what he wants. Then, if he doesnât come out, weâll know itâs true about the monster. But if he does come out alive then everyonewill stop picking on him because weâll be witnesses that he dared to go in.â
Suddenly Mark was wrestling Skimp to the ground. âHeâs my brother! He doesnât have to prove anything!â
Rocky and Pete-the-Feet pulled him off.
âYes, I do,â I said. âIâm not scared.â And this time the air from my breath held the words like angels dancing on a cloud.
It must have been cold because everyone froze in that moment. They all looked at me. And then Rocky broke the silence. âMe neither.â
âNor me.â Skimp.
âAll right. Letâs do it.â Pete-the-Feet.
We all looked at Mark. This was a command decision. His whole future as a possible world leader was in the balance.
âWeâll go in as far as we can,â Mark said.
âAnd Beanie?â Rocky asked. âHe should go in first. It was his idea.â
âHe stays behind me.â
And the way Mark said it everyone knew there wasnât going to be any argument.
Being scared is blaming the cold when you shiver. But when your legs are trembling so much that you couldnât run away if you had to, thatâs like living in an igloo with no clothes on.
âItâs getting really cold,â I said.
They looked at me and nodded because they were shivering too. Skimp hugged himself, maybe he was trying to keep from running away by holding himself down. We skirted the walls and found a few slippery handholds, there was moss growing on the one side and Rocky told us that means itâs north facing. I didnât know if that was true or not. I didnât care. All I knew was I wouldnât be able to climb the wall there. So we trudged around a bit further. Mark was in front, then me, then Skimp, Pete-the-Feet and Rocky was Tail-end Charlie. And he kept looking over his shoulder.
I noticed we were all whispering. We reached the gates, and they were huge, much bigger thanI remembered them. They were like prison gates with spikes on top. They were rusty in places and the grass and weeds had grown all round the hinges and the bars. We looked up at the sign: Dangerous Building â Condemned â Keep Out.
Condemned. Thatâs like being executed or something.
Only Pete-the-Feet was tall enough to see the houseâs roof in the far distance above the undergrowth.
âThereâs no sign of life,â he said.
And we all looked at him. Of course there was no sign of life â it was haunted!
âYouâre as daft as a brush, you are,â Mark told him.
âWeâll never get over these gates,â said Mark. And I think there was a bit of relief in his voice.
âWe can squeeze through here,â Skimp said, and rubbed his hand between the iron gate and the wall.