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insurance at the hospital. And after weâve raised the money, we should go and perform for all the kids when we give them the check.â
A few more students stand up and offer their ideas.
âWeâll choose a few of these ideas and announce them soon,â Frank says. âStop by and see me sometime this week to let me know which one you want to help out with.â
As much as the being saved thing weirds me out, this whole volunteering thing is pretty damn awesome. If we do that talent show, I could do magic for the kids. Though I donât really like the idea of Christians trying to convert people while volunteering. I mean, whatâs wrong with Buddhism or Islam or not believing? Iâm a good person. Most of the time. To me, all the gods out there sound like Santa Claus. It would be great if he were real but I havenât seen any evidence.
After the assembly I book it toward the door. I want to get home. I want to call Seth or Margaret and tell them about what Iâve just witnessed. I want to know what being saved means.
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Chapter 5
I May Not Be Saved, But I ' m Nice
T hat night I text Margaret and Seth and they agree. Itâs way different from our school in Mass. They think itâs hilarious that Iâm going to church on Sunday. And theyâre right. Itâs funny. Why would a kid who doesnât believe in god go to church? It sounds like the beginning of a bad joke. Itâs not. I need to make friends and if thatâs where the kids go, thatâs where I need to be. Otherwise, the next three years are going to suck.
Neither of them know what being âsavedâ means. I tell them about the girlâs story and how god came to her or whatever. Margaret thinks they sound like theyâre in a cult.
Iâm just about to Google the word saved when I look out my window and notice that Tessâs light is still on. Her desk is in front of the window and I can see her sitting in front of her computer. I stand and start jumping and waving my arms to try to get her attention. After about two minutes when Iâm almost out of breath, she finally looks up. She looks surprised for a second. Then mouths, âWhat?â
I point to the street and mouth, âGo downstairs.â
She looks at me like Iâm crazy and says, âNo!â
âPleeeeeeaaaaase,â I say with my hands together.
Tess rolls her eyes, looks suspiciously to the left and right, and then holds her finger up as if to say, one minute .
I sneak downstairs and grab Hollyâs leash. If my parents figure out Iâm gone, I can say Holly really had to pee. She looks a little confused, but excited that she gets an extra walk.
Tess takes a few minutes to come outside. We sneak away from the street lamp and sit on the edge of her yard, behind a big shrub.
âWhat could possibly be so important that you made me sneak out?â
âItâs barely sneaking out. You havenât left your property.â
âIâm cavorting with a known atheist. And a boy. Itâs a big deal to my parents.â
âWhen you say it like that, itâs like Iâm a kitten killer or something.â
âI donât think you kill kittens, and I donât think atheists are bad people. What you believe is what you believe. Be proud of it.â
âProud of my atheism? It is an ism , right?â
âYeah,â she says laughing. âItâs an ism . Itâs a belief even if it means you donât believe.â
âHow would your parents know what I do or donât believe?â
âObviously Angela told them.â
âDoes that mean they donât like me?â
âItâs not that they donât like you. They just think youâll be a bad influence. I guess I could tell them Iâm trying to save you.â
âOkay, what does that mean? I had no idea what was going on at the assembly today.â
âIn that faith,