of them will leap from their damp burrow and snatch you away. And then Iâll come home, and cry, Bianca, Bianca! And youâll be gone, and no one to tell me where you went. But Iâll know, Bianca. Iâll know. You disobeyed your father. â
âWhat do they look like?â she asked.
âScarier than Primavera,â he said. âI donât want to terrify you, so thatâs all Iâll say. Now kiss me, and let me be on my way.â
She kissed him and let him go. And, more or less, she believed him that the weather in the world was brutal. Every time he came home, it took longer and longer for him to shake off the frozen look on his face, and thaw at the sight of her. Then, when summer had passed and the autumn rushed goldenly in, he was gone again, and this time for a long timeâmore than a week. Long enough for the staff to relax into mild disbehavior.
âThe wall by the back stairs wants a coat of lime wash,â said one of the maids. Someone had been drawing instructional diagrams for the others and the male figure looked rather too much like a naked Fra Ludovico for anyoneâs comfort.
âYouâre lucky the old fool doesnât take this staircase,â muttered Primavera. âHeâd collapse in mortification and brain himself on the stone landing, and go on to swell the community of souls in heaven and bore them eternally. No, Bianca, you are forbidden to go look. When the time comes to tell you the glorious nonsense of sex, Iâll do it with the help of a carrot and a soft loaf of bread folded in two.â
âI know about sex,â said Bianca. âIâve seen the ram and the ewe.â
âAnd what precisely can you see about the romance between the ram and the ewe?â
Very little, as it turned out. But Bianca was crafty enough to disguise her ignorance and wouldnât say.
The girl had all too few amusements, sequestered as she was. The gooseboy was friendly but vague, and preferred the company of geese. The servant girls from the village thought Bianca was too young for her friendship to be worth cultivating. So needling Primavera or Fra Ludovico was one of Biancaâs rare entertainments. At lunch:
âI want to see the funny drawings. Why canât I?â
âWhat funny drawings?â asked Fra Ludovico.
âSomeone has sketched schemes of sex between whores and morons,â said Primavera.
âOnly a moron would have sex with a whore,â said Fra Ludovico. âBianca, I forbid you to examine these diagrams. You would weep with fright and grief.â
âI can see her laughing herself sick,â said Primavera. âOr getting ideas. Usually, for the sake of honesty, I have to chop the carrot in half so as not to get a young girlâs hopes up.â A pause. âThereâs really nothing to compare to a squid.â
âI see a horse,â cried the gooseboy, who frequently cried what he saw, though most often it was shapes in the clouds. But today he was right, and Don Vicente would arrive by nightfall.
Fra Ludovico posted himself in a chamber to pray that Don Vicente might bring good news to their windswept perch, though he would never elaborate the nature of the hopes he had; his was too lofty a station for him to descend to common gossip. âYou donât know what you pray about,â snorted Primavera, âthatâs why you wonât tell us. You pray for a reason to pray, thatâs all. And it doesnât come.â
âItâll come soon enough,â said Fra Ludovico bitterly. âIâve been to Rome, after all; I know how quickly peace concludes.â
âIf I fell asleep into my grave now, Iâd have nothing to think about but the children war has taken from me,â snapped Primavera. âNo one survives in times of war unless they make war their home. How did I get so old and wise, but for welcoming war into my house and making friends with