can.â
âHenryââ
âYou think . . . I donât know . . . what you do?â His heart monitor beeped faster. âThe secrets? The traveling? Youâre . . . filthy rich . . . You wear a different . . .â He was panting now. âDisguise every time you come to see me. You keep me in the dark.â
Guilt trickled through her. âI never wanted to endanger you. I didnât want my work to harm you in anyââ
âI donât want the details,â he interjected. âDonât need the details. The choices youâve made . . . I donât know if I approve of a lot of them, but . . . youâre a good person, Jules. You care, no matter how much you pretend not to. And I know you can do this. You can find him.â
âPossibly,â she admitted.
âNot possibly. Definitely. You
can
,â he insisted, revealing that tenacious streak heâd first exhibited as a child.
Even back then, Henry had been stubborn to the core. Each time Juliet tried convincing him to run away with her, heâd stuck to his guns, arguing that living as street urchins was not a smart alternative to the abusive foster home theyâd been forced to endure. Juliet had disagreed, but the younger boy had been too damn pigheaded, and sheâd refused to go without him.
âI loved her,â Henry choked out. âZoya is . . . Sheâs the only person Iâve ever loved. Other than you. Love you too, Jules. But Zoya . . . sheâs a good woman. She has . . . such a big heart. She didnât deserve to die.â He gasped for a few seconds before lifting his chin and fixing her with a look of determination. âYouâre going to kill him for me.â
Juliet found herself unusually flustered. âHenryââ
âDonât you . . . goddamn fight . . . with me. You will kill him. I will go to my grave . . . knowing . . . knowing that bastard is dead. I canât avenge Zoya, but I know you . . . you will avenge me.â
Agony flooded her gut, burning her insides and making her feel sick.
âDonât pretend you wonât.â He jerked a thumb at the machine next to his bed. âWhen it stops beeping . . . when you see . . . the solid line showing my heart stopped . . . youâll go out and kill the man who took me away from you. We both know it. So donât put up a fight . . . Donât waste time . . . Donât wait for me to die to get your vengeance.â
He was right. It didnât matter whether Henry lived or died. Whatever the outcome, she would still find the man whoâd done this to him. Only the method of execution was subject to change. If Henry survived, she would probably show some mercy and use a rifle. If Henry died . . . well, sheâd use every weapon in her vast arsenal to make sure his killer suffered before she took the son of a bitchâs life.
âKill him for me,â Henry begged softly. âLeave . . . leave this room right now, Jules, and kill him for me.â
âI canât leave you.â Tears burned her eyes. âI want to be here with you. Iâm staying with you until the very end, little brother.â
âYouâve always been there for me.â His voice was getting weaker and weaker. âYou . . . never left my side . . . when Deke burned my arm with the cigarette . . . didnât leave me when they locked me in the closet . . . You sat outside the door . . . for hours. But youâre going to leave me now. You have somewhere more important to be.â
The tears spilled over and streamed down her cheeks. She was crying in earnest now, gulping for air.
Jesus Christ. She never cried. She never, ever cried. She was
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