Spider-Girl.
The Boy Prince knows what it means, but he pretends not to.
Jollie backs away and tells them to have fun, and they act like confused mice, hovering in deep space. Jollie thinks they look like they were made for each other. She has no idea in this moment who she, herself, was made for. No idea at all.
Mark. Iâm so sorry.
She reaches the door and forgets itâs locked, tries to open it, and thinks sheâs trapped for just a half second. Laughs at herself and remembers.
And then thereâs a knock at the door.
And Markâs voice.
âJollie? Are you in there? I have to talk to you.â
âYay, party favors,â Andy says to the blonde, perking right up. âLooks like our man is on time, after all.â
âOh poop,â Spider-Girl says. âI was just getting used to waiting.â
Andy smiles. âWe can wait some more later, if you want to.â
âMaaaaybe.â
Jollieâs heart has already jumped into her mouth, her buzz nearly ruined as Markâs voice comes again, through the door:
âJollie? Open up, okay?â
He sounds really upset.
Jollie turns to the crazy kids on her waterbed and sighs hard. âLook, you two stay in here. I have to talk to him alone first.â
âDishonesty is always the best policy,â Andy says, smiling.
âLook, just shut up ,â Jollie says, glaring.
Now, Mark starts banging on the door.
âI can hear you guys in thereâ open up, goddammit !â
âYeah, Iâll be right out!â
And she freezes Andy with a laser-ice look. You just stay right on that waterbed and donât fucking move.
Jollie opens the door and slides out into the smoky hall with Mark. Only opens the door a few inches, so he canât see the kids in her room. She forgets all about her smartphone back there on the deskâwhich is strange, because sheâs never very far from that thing. But Mark isnât paying attention to her phone. Mark doesnât even have time to see Jollieâs face before he grabs her by the hand and pulls her to his room at the end of the hall, unlocks the door, and slams it behind them. Itâs a series of fast blurs. Tracers and feelings. Shocked amazement and weird tangles of love and shame. Jollie can hardly understand whatâs happening, even when they are alone together and Mark pulls her close and kisses her. He tastes like home and hearth. She wraps her arms around him and they mash into each other, melt into each other, and she wants to say she is sorry, wants to tell him so many things, but all those things explode in her breast and evacuate in a low sigh and he is so close, so close  . . .
And a million lifetimes later, they untangle.
Mark is looking right in her eyes.
She can tell heâs on Xanax because of the red in there.
His eyes always look that way when heâs on downers.
But the dope doesnât hide the terrible, serious look on his face.
âIâm sorry,â she says, because she thinks heâs angry with herâthinks he knows about her and Andy. She thinks someone told him about the three of them sneaking off together. Thinks sheâs finally busted.
But thatâs not what he says at all.
âSomething really heavy has just happened, Jollie. There was no avoiding it. So you have to come with me right now  . . .â
He looks right in her eyes, deeper than heâs ever looked before.
â. . . or youâll never see me again.â
And she finally notices that there is blood on his face.
30 minutes and COUNTING . . .
âI t all happened so fast,â Jackie chokes out, holding his insides in with both hands, as the bad lieutenant hovers over him. âHe turned into a . . . he moved so quick . . . I think . . . Iâm dying . . .â
He remembers the bright flash of the first muzzleblast like a white-hot strobe in his face, the