non-discussion was interrupted by the opening of the front door of the farmhouse, ten-year-old Janey Sullivan bounding toward them, her effusive smile leading the way. Cynthia was about to forewarn Janey that Jake was sleeping, when the little guy stirred as though he knew his favorite person in the world was closing in on him.
âHi, Jake!â Janey said, opening the back door.
âHello to you too, Janey,â Cynthia said.
âOh, sorry, hi, itâs just . . .â
âYes, I know. Have at him. Iâll take the dishes into the kitchen.â
Bradley, unfolding his long legs from the driverâs side, said, âWhereâs Brian?â
âIn the backyard. Itâs so warm out, he decided to use the grill for the turkey.â
Bradley laughed, brushing his hair back from his forehead even though it wasnât needed. âIâve tasted his burgers, so I think Iâll go help.â
Cynthia grabbed two of the three dishes sheâd preparedâbeets in one, sliced zucchini in the otherâand was prepared to make a return trip for the green beans topped with fried onions when Travis Rainer stepped out onto the porch, offering his assistance. His mother, Nora, standing behind him, appeared to have made the decision for him, for the thirteen-year-old boy slumped his way over to the car like it was the last place in the world he wanted to be. Perhaps that was true of the entire day. Janey was closest to him in age, and they were friends but hardly had much in common. Cynthia took in his sullen teenage look and wondered if Jake would grow into such a mood too.
âThanks, Travis. I appreciate it.â
He took hold of the first two dishes from her, Nora coming up to take the third.
Janey had Jake in her arms, cooing over him. His bright blue eyes were wide-awake.
So that left Cynthia empty-handed and feeling a bit useless as she made her way toward the house, feeling as though once she stepped over its threshold there was no going back to the cocoon inside her own home. Because not only was today Thanksgiving; it represented the countdown to her new lifeâor perhaps to the end of the life she had known.
She paused, causing Nora to take a look back. âCynthia, you okay?â
âOh, sure. Why?â
âYou look like youâre a thousand miles away.â
Cynthia couldnât help it as a sharp laugh escaped her lips. âIâm right here,â she said.
Noraâs expression no doubt mirrored her own. Not believing a word of it.
Fortunately the arrival of another car interrupted their moment.
âOh good,â Nora said, ânow everyoneâs here.â
An SUV pulled up beside the other cars in the driveway, where Cynthia noticed Nicholas Casey, the handsome, bespectacled art curator whom Nora had been dating for the better part of the year, emerge, dash around to the passenger door to assist his elderly companions. From the front seat came Gerta Connors, Noraâs mother, and from the backseat, Thomas Van Diver, clad as always in his trademark bow tie; todayâs was a burnt orange with pumpkins on it. Nicholas took hold of Gertaâs arm, leading her up the couple of steps of the porch and into the house.
âOh, we mustnât forget the pies,â she said.
âIâll come back for them,â Nicholas said.
âOh, you, such nice manners,â Gerta said with obvious delight.
It was little secret she approved of her daughterâs choice of boyfriend.
Cynthia found herself accepting Thomasâ arm, helping the eighty-five-year-old man along the uneven path. It didnât go unnoticed by her that in the span of twenty minutes sheâd gone from holding her young son in her tight grasp to assisting the elderly Mr. Van Diver, reminding her again of the tenuous nature of time. One day youâre young; the next, big decisions aged you before the mirror.
Once they settled inside the comfortable living room,