decent pub round the corner. Iâve missed the pubs since we came out here.â Gordon performed deft movements which ended with him seated facing his son, a soft-boiled egg in a cup before each of them. Colin was watching him with a mournfulness Gordon seemed to find amusing.
âStop looking tragic!â he cried. âYou arenae driving a poor lonely old soul from hearth and home! Iâm not fifty yet. Iâve more friends than you have. Anyway, Iâll be here at weekends if only to weed the garden. I doubt if you or Mavis will do it.â
âYouâre ⦠a very ⦠decent man,â said Colin, smiling at him lovingly. Gordon grinned with pleasure then frowned and said, âSince Iâm leaving Iâll be so bold as to ask a question I couldnae have asked otherwise. Mavis. Why donât you boss her a bit? I think sheâd be happier if you did.â
âBoss her,â said Colin, staring at his egg. âTaking orders is the thing she most hates. If I bossed her she would leave me.â
âAnd youâre afraid of that?â
âTerrified.â
âCanât help you there son.â
Gordon finished his breakfast and went to work. Colin returned to the curtained bedroom. Without switching on the light he sat on the bed beside Mavis and stroked her hair until she opened her eyes and said, âMm?â
âI spoke to him.â
âWell?â
âHeâs leaving.â
She thought for a moment then said, âWonât that be very sad for him?â
âI think so. But he makes light of it.â
âWell,â said Mavis, yawning, âif you can accept it so can I. He isnât
my
father.â
10
One Saturday Mavis returned to the house in Saint Leonardâs Bank and found a cluster of toy balloons against the living-room ceiling. Strings hung from them. Colin and Bill were tying the ends to the turrets of Glonda.
âHullo!â said Mavis dropping her shopping bag on a chair. âHave you noticed how late I am?â
Both had noticed. Colin had been worried but the sight of her made that irrelevant. He had never seen her so cheerful. He sat down to enjoy the sight, stretching his arms and saying, âIt doesnât matter. I gave Bill his tea.â
âI knew you would.â
With dance-like movements she went to the windowand rearranged flowers in a vase saying, âI met Clive Evans in the supermarket. It was nice meeting an old friend. He took me for a meal.â
âEvans the Welshman?â asked Colin, still contemplating her with pleasure.
âYes. It was fun meeting him by accident like that. Heâs teaching now. Do I seem drunk?â
âYou seem cheerful. He bought you a drink?â
âNo, he admired me. I made a tremendous impression on him. Donât
you
feel intoxicated when someone admires you?â
âPeople donât admire me,â said Colin smiling ruefully.
âMake them! It should be easy. Youâre full of good qualities. Bill you scruffy little tyke, let me have a look at you.â
Bill was still tying balloon strings to spools on the sides of turrets. She pressed his head forward, peered at the nape of his neck and said, âA bath is what you need, my lad. Upstairs, undress and get into one. Scoot!â
âI had a bath last night, Mavis.â
âYou need another. Scoot!â
Bill pulled a face and left. Colin said thoughtfully, âI never liked Evans. Did you?â
âIn college? O no. He was pompous and smug. Do you remember how he said âI think that sums it up?â whenever he thought heâd been smart? But outside college heâs different, very witty and funny. Almost as big a surprise as you.â
âIn what way?â
âIn college you were suave, aloof, dominating. Outside you were mothered by your daddy and play with toys on the living-room table.â
Colin brooded on this until she sat by him and