herself. She would have to be completely honest. Finally, after all this time, she was going to tell him exactly how she felt. Judging by his cryptic note on the back, she suspected he might be thinking the same thing.
Three
F alling through thin air at a speed of 150 mph, Julian Gastineaux exulted in the way the g-force of the wind seemed to enter his very essence. It ripped at every seam of his jumpsuit, filled his nose and mouth, turned his face into a nightmare visage of distorted features. He felt caught up in a power that was greater than any man, and it was the ultimate trip.
Kind of like being in love.
Unlike love, this was an optional training exercise. Although in his opinion, when offered a chance to jump out of a plane, a guyâs only option was to go for it. His work in the field was done, but heâd never been one to say no to a jump. He might be crazy but he wasnât an idiot whoâd turn down the opportunity. He loved the feeling of weightlessness and knowing that beneath him there was nothing but sky. He could see the patchwork countryside of middle New York Stateâundulating hills, river-fed farmland, a spectacular array of long lakes gouged out of the landscape as if by giant claws.
His altimeter vibrated, signaling that it was time toquit admiring the scenery. He loosed the pilot chute into the airstream.
A wind shear swooped in at the worst possible moment. As the bridle of the pilot chute was supposed to be pulling out the deployment bag of the main chute, control was torn from him.
And just like that, the optional training exercise turned to a nightmare. He was sent careening off targetâway off target, way too fast, at the mercy of the stream. Grinding out curses through clenched teeth, he managed to wrestle the deployment bag out. The lines were supposed to release one stow at a time, but they were a tangled mess. The main chute was lopsided, out of control. He worked the toggles to slow the wind as the stream rushed him toward a dense thicket of trees.
He signaled Mayday, let out another string of violent curses and said a prayer.
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The prayer was answered, sort of. He hadnât slammed into the ground at 150 mph, turning himself into a pancake of blood and gristle. Instead, heâd managed to navigate a little and slow down. The landing wasnât quite what heâd been aiming for, though.
Hanging upside down in his parachute harness, he surveyed the world from a unique vantage point. Pliant branches, covered in new leaves, bobbed up and down with his weight. He could see nothing but green and brown, no sign of civilization anywhere.
Damn. This had been the final exercise of his training here, and it was supposed to go well.
He forced himself to be slow and deliberate as he considered what to do. Blood trickled from somewhere on his face. He hurt in a lot of places; nothing felt broken, though his shoulder flared with fire. It might be dislocated. His goggles were completely wrecked. Justreaching for his utility knife caused him to slip too fast toward the ground, so he went still, trying to plan his next move. Breaking his neck right before commissioning would be the lamest of moves, for sure. And Daisyâhe didnât even want to think about what it would do to his plans for her and hoped like hell this mishap was not a bad omen.
He was still pondering his options, noting the strange feeling in his head, when a crashing noise sounded somewhere in the woods. A few minutes later a small figure in a jumpsuit appeared.
âYouâre a damn maniac, thatâs what you are,â railed Sayers, one of his training partners. She was a no-nonsense girl from Selma, Alabama, and she reminded Julian of some of his relatives in Louisiana. Except that unlike those relatives, Tanesha Sayers was duty-bound to give aid and assistance to her fellow officer in training.
âFool,â she blustered, âyouâre damned lucky your beacon worked.
Janwillem van de Wetering