Zane, Hailey, Eric. They stared at mine.
Together we said: âNah!â
âSo,â said Hailey, âif we didnât do it, who did?â
âHereâs the more urgent question,â said Zane. âAre we targeted, too?â
âAbsolutely,â I said. âIf the CIA buys the killerâs frame and calls us guilty, theyâll bury us. If we miraculously convince the Agency that weâre not guilty, then someone else isâand weâre witnesses, extreme liabilities to the killer or to a cover-up.â
âOh boy,â said Eric. âOh boy.â
We whirled to look at the Ward door. Locked shut.
Zane said: âOne hour to dinner.â
âMeatloaf,â said Eric.
From Russellâs room came: âWhile My Guitar Gently Weeps.â
âWe are,â said Zane, âin trouble.â
âExposed,â said Hailey. âEndangered.â
âYou know what else?â I said. âPissed-off. Some hitter wrecked our Ward, set it up so Admin will blunder around like a herd of elephants. Chain us up. Transfer us. Dope us more. Sure, a killer here means some spy has penetrated Americaâs top secrets. Thatâs a huge security risk, but what pisses me off is that a mechanic nailed our Doc.â
Hailey asked: âWas it something we said?â
âIf it was,â said Zane, âeven worse. Then theyâre truly after us.â
âGhosts.â I shook my head. âThey always get you.â
Russell said: âThe inmates wonât run this asylum anymore.â
âWhatever happens will be terrible,â said Hailey. âWonât respect who we are. What happened to us. Whatâs going on with us. Our fate.â
âWhatever the big bad is, itâs coming for us,â said Zane.
âThey promised safe here,â said Eric.
âBig surprise,â said Russell. âThey lied.â
In physics, critical mass is obtained when the minimum number of individual elements to create a transforming process coalesce in one time/space continuum.
Consider us. Five maniacs. Spies. Trained, experienced professional paranoids whoâd been programmed to Do Something. Scarred beyond repair, but still, Once Upon A Time Weâd Been Somebody. Forces with which to reckon. Now locked in a castle. With the corpse of a guy whoâd earned our respect. Whose murder we were set up to take the fall for. With Keepers scheduled to catch Our Whole Situation in less than an hour. We had nothing to gain but all that we had left was on the line to lose.
Physicists, psychiatrists and snipers talk about the trigger. The event that starts the chain reaction. When I think about our trigger, I hear the sudden wave of silence rushing into the Day Room that April Tuesday afternoon as Russellâs CD player shut off.
There we stood.
Five maniacs staring down at a corpse.
With no theme music.
âTwo choices,â I said. âWe either stay here and suffer what gets done to usâ¦â
âOr?â said Russell.
âWe bust out of this place.â
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âWild,â said Russell. âBut we gotta take the Doc with us.â
âHeâs dead!â I yelled.
Zane said: âNobody gets left behind.â
âAre you nuts?â
âWell,â said Hailey, âtechnically⦠yeah .â
âThink of it as poetry,â argued Russell. âA great lyric. You canât just walk away from a killer line because itâs inconvenient.â
âThink of it as strategy,â said Zane. âWe take him with us, we fuck with The Bad Boysâ set-up. What could be smarter than that?â
âOr more fun?â said Russell.
Hailey sighed. âVictor: if it was you lying there, what would you want?â
In a blink, I saw it.
âDoesnât matter,â I said. âYouâre right. Weâve got to take Dr. F. We need him to get past security.â
And I told them how.