nodded. âPurple, huh?â
Cynna gulped in a breath, held it, and started walking again without being told. After a moment she said, âThey teach you that in cop school? What to do when a witness hyperventilates?â
âNo, my sister used to have panic attacks, and of course she didnât want our folks to know, so Iâd walk with her. Wonder if she still has them.â Lily tilted her head, considering that. âI havenât walked her through one in years, but maybe her new husband does. Itâs not easy being perfect.â
âThatâs your older sister, then. The doctor.â
âUh-huh. Maybe Iâll ask her about her panic attacks next time she calls.â
âThat seems like the kind of question a big sister might resent from a younger one.â
Lily smiled. âYeah.â
âYouâre meaner than you look.â
âShe only calls to tell me to ditto whatever my motherâs been sayingânow that Motherâs speaking to me again, that is. It usually involves a lot of criticism couched as advice. Why am I not married, what am I doing in D.C. instead ofâ¦Hey, the food courtâs up ahead. Are you ready to stop for a minute, grab a Coke?â
That was girl-speak for Are you ready to talk? Cynna walked on in silence for a moment, then stopped and looked right at Lily. âI never boosted panty hose because I didnât wear them. Copped some lipstick, though. Jewelry. A wallet once.â
Lily didnât seem shocked or even surprised by the subject. âSo did my cousin Jenny when she was fifteen. Makeup, I mean, not a wallet. Iâm not supposed to know about it, but my cousin Freddy told me once when he was proposing.â
Ick. âYour cousin proposed ?â
âSecond cousin, but we all just say cousin.â
âYouâve got a lot of family.â
Lily nodded and waited.
âI donât have any sisters or cousins. I had an auntâsheâs the reason Iâm not more messed up than I amâbut she never had kids.â Cynna jammed her hands in the pockets of her new coat. âI was pretty much a cliché growing up, you know? Not just poor, but ghetto poor. Funny how they donât call it that anymore. We have âurban poorâ these days.â
âI guess some people think if they keep renaming it, maybe it will go away.â
âYeah. Doesnât work, does it? Kids still grow up like I didâabsent father, drunk or junkie mother. I dodged some of the clichés, mostly because of Aunt Pat. I didnât drop out of school or do drugs or getâ¦getâ¦â She stopped, swallowed.
âPregnant?â Lily said gently.
Cynna tipped her head up and stared at the girders crisscrossing the vaulted glass roof. The sky was blue and bright. After a moment she said, âI didnât hyperventilate. I guess thatâs progress.â
âI guess it is. You want to go to the food court?â
Cynna shook her head. âWeâd better head back and get Ruleâs card. I donât trust that clerk.â
âOkay.â They reversed direction. âDid you mean it about trying on a skirt?â
âNo.â
Lily grinned. âTemporary insanity does not constituteâoh, my God.â She stopped moving. âWhatâs she doing here?â
Cynna couldnât figure out who Lily was talking about. There were a number of â she sâ directly aheadâan older woman with a Talbotâs bag, a young mom with a toddler, two teens who should have been in school.
All at once a runty bald something was standing ten feet away. It had breasts, orange skin, and pointy teeth. Itâshe?âwore a tight yellow dress with purple polka dots, and it was grinning at them. âHi, Lily Yu!â
The teens screamed. A nearby man in a suit gaped, then swung his briefcase at it.
âHey!â It grabbed the case with both hands. Thatâs when Cynna
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