talking boxing. Dad told Isaiah about his career as a lightweight. Lightweight was right, but only if you left out the boxing part. Dad liked to say that he was âaverse to violence.â As far as I knew heâd never hit anyone. Not even me. Though, trust me, heâd wanted to.
âI got out before it was too late,â Isaiah said. âWanted to keep a few of my original smarts.â He tapped his left temple to demonstrate there was still something in there. âI can add up and read and I know who the president is. Thatâs a lot better than some of the brothers I went through with.â
Dad nodded wisely.
âDad got out after his nose was smashed up,â I said, and Isaiah peered at Dadâs nose in the rearview mirror. The crooked lump in the middle came courtesy of his oldest cousin, Cal, up on the farm. Or, at least, that was the story Iâd heard most often.
Dad nodded again. â âCourse,â he said, âI was never going to be a contender. Nose was broke in my fifth bout.â
âYou did right,â Isaiah said. âLook at you now! Riding around in a limousine.â
Dad laughed. âJust reviewing it.â
âGood enough,â Isaiah said.
Next morning at school without saying anything directly I let it be known that my dad was a man to be reckoned with. By the end of the day it was Micahâs dad, the arms dealer.
I neither confirmed nor denied.
AFTER
The police interview all the seniors. The art room becomes the inquisition room. I am one of the first they call. I wonder why. I am a Wilkins so it canât be alphabetical.
When the officer says my name I stand up and walk slowly out of English. Everyone looks at me. The teacher, too. I lift my chin a little higher, threading my way through the desks, trying to close my ears to the whispers, but my hearing is too good.
They talk about me and Zach. Disbelief echoes around the room and follows me out into the hall. How could he? With her ?
I hate English. Even when no one is whispering about me.
The police officer smiles at me. âIâm Officer Lewis.â
âMicah,â I say, even though she already knows that since she asked for me by name. I wonder if she heard the whispers.
âThe art room is this way,â she tells me, making it even. I told her something she knew, now sheâs telling me something I know.
Sheâs shorter than me. She looks young. Like she could still be in high school. Her uniform is neat and she has a gun in a leather holster on her side. I wonder if sheâs ever fired it.
âDonât worry,â she says. âOne of your teachers, Ms. Yayeko Shoji, will be there. We just want to ask a few questions. You might be able to help us find out what happened to Zachary.â
âDo you have any ideas at all?â I ask her. âWas he really murdered? Everyoneâs saying so.â
âIâm sorry, I canât answer that. The investigation is ongoing,â she says, still smiling. âWas he a good friend of yours? Itâs hard when someone you care about dies.â
âNo,â I say, feeling weightless for a moment. I skid on a tile. The officer puts her arm out to steady me. âSlippery,â I say. âHe wasnât a friend of mine. Itâs weird. You know . . . someone youâve seen around.â
She pats my shoulder. âI understand,â she says.
I hope she doesnât, and follow her along the empty hall into the art room.
AFTER
âThis is Micah Wilkins,â Officer Lewis says.
Two men nod. One of them, tall and thin, is leaning up against the wall. His elbow rests against someoneâs painting of a cow exploding. At least, thatâs what it looks like. The other man is sitting in a chair thatâs too small for him. It looks as if it might collapse under his weight. Heâs much fatter and more gray than the man standing. Neither of them wears a uniform and if