could help me.â
âAnd where is this journal? Now, I mean. Whatâs happened to it?â
âMiss Templeâs got it. She told me to mark the bits I wanted to use for assessment, and she wouldnât read anything else. Because thereâs a lot of other stuff mixed up with it. Private thoughts, and things. So I use a highlighter to show the bits I want assessed.â
âAnd you trust Miss Temple,â Mr Murchison says, ânot to even look at the rest?â
âOh, yes. She promised she wouldnât.â
âHas it occurred to you,â Mr Jackson says then, âthat your journal could be of use to us?â
âTo you, Mr Jackson?â
âTo this inquiry.â
âBut you said it wasnât an inquiry.â
âI said it wasnât a formal inquiry.â
âI donât see what my journalâs got to do with anything.â
âWell, it might. If, for example, there was any material in there about this present issue.â
âAbout Toni and Mr Prescott?â
âYes.â
âBut Miss Temple promised it was private. That nobody else could read it.â
âBut sheâs reading it.â
âYes, but I trust her.â
âI see.â
âLaura,â Mr Murchison says then in his quiet voice. âIâm still wondering about this business of the allocation of students to the different buses. Now I understand about you and Miss Temple, but what about the other students? Who decided where they should go?â
âI donât know, Mr Murchison.â
âWhat about Toni? Didnât she discuss it with you?â
âSort of. You see, it was Miss Temple and Mr Prescott who supported her coming in the first place, when some of the other teachers didnât. But since I was already with Miss Temple and you could only have one girl to each bus ââ
âIt seemed natural for her?â
âYes.â
âWhat about the other girl? There must have been a third?â
âJenny Freeborn. She was with Miss Plummer and Mr Tremblings.â
âSo who decided which of them went where? Toni and Jenny, I mean.â
âI donât know, Mr Murchison.â
âWas it Mr Prescott?â
âWell, as I said, he and Miss Temple had supported Toni, and theyâd told the other teachers theyâd â¦â
âKeep an eye on her?â
âYes.â
âAnd since you were with Miss Temple, because of your assignment, that left Mr Prescott.â
âYes, but ââ
âBut what?â
âWell, she could still have gone with Miss Plummer and Mr Tremblings.â
âWould she have wanted to?â
âI donât know.â
âDid she express any preference?â
âShe would have preferred ââ
âMr Prescott?â
âI suppose.â
5
Weâre not even out of the Sydney traffic when I see this boy in the centre of the bus start convulsing. He keeps dipping and jerking his head like heâs an electronic duck with a malfunctioning chip, or something. And I know about fits because I did this first-aid course in Year 10, and the crucial thing is making sure their tongueâs clear so they donât bite it off or swallow it, and getting them in a position so they donât choke on their own vomit, and that.
Itâs only by chance but Iâm actually looking at this boy when it starts, and Iâm already thinking what a klunkhead he looks, even though heâs probably only twelve or thirteen, but heâs the biggest kid on the bus and has a square head and a flat dish of a face that looks like a rice pudding with tiny dark raisins for eyes and looks even uglier with his baseball cap worn backwards. Itâs amazing, you see the fattest, ugliest kids all the time and their mothers seem to have no idea, and even if you told them, theyâd probably just go, âUgly? My kid? Have you ever looked in the