grandmaâam wonât be worrying. And if it starts to mist more, you need to put the cloak back on.â
âYes, sir.â
As Royalt guided the wagon onto the westbound road out of the square, Alucius could see the two boys returning to the knife-smithâs cart.
âWhy do people think weâre different?â Alucius asked.
âYou saw that, didnât you?â
âYes, sir.â
Royalt sighed. âHerders are different. You know when the horses have had enough to drink, donât you? Or when a nightsheep is hurt? Sometimes, even when people are hurt inside?â
âSometimes,â Alucius admitted cautiously.
âMost people canât do that. To be a herder you have to have some Talent. Not much, but someâIâve told you thatâand most people donât have even that much Talent. People are afraid of the Talent. Some of them even think that Talent was what caused the dark days.â
âIt didnât, did it?â asked Alucius.
âIt doesnât matter whether it did or didnât, boy. What matters is how people feel. If they think the Talent caused the Cataclysm, then theyâre going to be afraid of people with Talent, and nothing we say is going to change things. Thatâs why some people donât care much for herders. Something you have to get used to, if you want to be a herder.â
âIs that why herders wear the wristguard?â
Royalt laughed. âNo, boy. We know weâre different. You can tell a herder, young as you are. Itâs a symbol, in a way, something to remind us who we are.â
Royalt eased the wagon to the right edge of the road as a rider neared, coming from the west. The man tipped his battered felt hat to Royalt. The herder returned the gesture.
Alucius nodded to the rider, as well, even as he still wondered why people would want to believe things that werenât true.
7
The full moon that was Selena cast a pale pearly glow across the stead, softening the hard edges of the fences, the main dwelling, the maintenance barn, and the sheds that held the nightsheep. Not even the cicadas or the distant howl of a sandwolf disturbed the silence.
The dark-haired woman sat on the porch, slightly crosswise on the wooden chair she had carried out from the kitchen. She cradled the four-string gitar and looked out into the patterns of moonlight and darkness. After a time, she began to sing, softly.
âDonât be lookinâ for soarers free,
dear, with anyone else but meâ¦â
In the loft above, Alucius listened through his window, a window open to catch the light night breeze. He liked to hear his mother sing. She often sang that song, softly, late at night, when everyone else in the stead was sleeping. Or supposed to be sleeping.
âDonât be seeking the distant sea
dear, with anyone else but meâ¦â
His mother never sang when Asterta was in the night sky, and Alucius wondered if that were because the green-tinged Asterta had once been considered the horse goddessâthe one who offered both death and glory to the horse warriors.
âDonât be offâring the homestead key
dear, to anyone else but meâ¦â
At the gathers and the fests, there was always someone asking his mother to sing and play. Alucius was always amazed at how many songs she knewâfrom the upbeat and cheerful ones to some so mournful that even the eyes of the hard-edged Militia riders brightened.
âDonât sit under the loving tree,
dear, with anyone else but meâ¦
with anyone else but meâ¦â
As the words from the porch below faded, Alucius lay back on his pallet bed, recalling that, of all the songs she knew, he had never heard her sing that song at the fests or when the growers got together after harvest. She only sang it at night and when she was alone.
8
A yellow-red arrow knifed through Alucius, searing through his stomach, and then running in a line both