Learning to Move Forward: Novella #3.5 Read Online Free PDF
Author: Cynthia P. O'Neill
mind to. You take on any challenge and rise above it. You don’t let a disability, or anything, get in your way and you’re fiercely protective of the ones you love. I fell in love with your spirit and who you are on the inside.”
His hand roamed down and cupped my mons. “Your beauty, along with your sexual cravings being compatible with mine, just sealed my fate. I wanted you so badly from the moment I first saw you until we finally came together a few days later.” His fingers pushed aside my folds and skirted around the edge of my pussy, making me wet with desire. “The more I’m around you, the more I want you. There’s not a moment in the day that I don’t think of you, both in the loving and sexual sense.”
I smiled and admitted, “I think of you, too. I often find myself daydreaming about you; counting down the minutes until I’m in your arms. But I’m still scared that you’ll wake up one day and realize that you fell for the wrong woman and fall out of love with me.”
He pushed me onto my back, his body lifting above mine. “Hands above your head and no moving them!” I did as he commanded. His thighs slipped in between mine, pushing my legs further apart, until I could feel the brush of his cock against my clit. He arched my back enough to slip a pillow underneath my ass. “I wanted to play out an entire scene tonight, but right now I’ll take just having my cock buried deep in your pussy.
“Look at me, Grace.” My eyes instantly went to his as he reared back and shoved quickly into my center, causing me to gasp at feeling so full. I was so glad that he’d played with me while talking, getting me wet enough to take him. He started moving slowly, pulling his dick almost completely out, leaving only the tip inside before shoving back in with a strong force. I could already feel myself tingling, building slowly toward an orgasm.
“That’s it, baby. I want you to let go of all those negative thoughts in your head and feel what we are together. I’ve never wanted anyone as much as I want you. You’re the only one to hold my heart. You’re the first person I want to see in the morning and the last I want to see at night before going to sleep. I can’t imagine a life without you in it.”
He smiled, quickening the pace, building us both toward orgasm. “Let yourself go, darling. I want you to just feel how good we are together.”
His words crashed over me like a strong wave hitting the shoreline. It was powerful enough to make me see that my future was here with him, but the shadows of my past and the lack of confidence in my soul still made me question how long.
His fingers reached down between us to pinch the nub of my clit, causing me to scream his name as he sent my flying out into the universe. I felt him pump into me a couple more times before stilling and finding his own release, praising my name with adoration.
Chapter 4
I hated that I ruined the scene Jonathan set up last night in an attempt to try and ease my lack of confidence. We did have a good talk and he helped ease my mind a bit. I no longer felt like pushing him away, but I still felt uncertain about our future.
We’d had some of the best vanilla sex we’d had in a long time that night, followed by my punishment of ten swats for doubting myself. His hand left my backside a little sore, but had us both craving another round. This time we did manage to use some of the chocolate and other items he’d brought out. Who knew there were so many places that chocolate and whipped cream could be licked off the body, causing the receiver to be driven mad?
I keep thinking back to that night, when he pulled up in front of Jocelyn’s building. “Are you sure you’re going to be okay by yourself today? We can always reschedule.” I could tell he was fearful of leaving me here, wondering if I’d bolt.
“No need to reschedule the appointment. Her assignment made me realize
His hand roamed down and cupped my mons. “Your beauty, along with your sexual cravings being compatible with mine, just sealed my fate. I wanted you so badly from the moment I first saw you until we finally came together a few days later.” His fingers pushed aside my folds and skirted around the edge of my pussy, making me wet with desire. “The more I’m around you, the more I want you. There’s not a moment in the day that I don’t think of you, both in the loving and sexual sense.”
I smiled and admitted, “I think of you, too. I often find myself daydreaming about you; counting down the minutes until I’m in your arms. But I’m still scared that you’ll wake up one day and realize that you fell for the wrong woman and fall out of love with me.”
He pushed me onto my back, his body lifting above mine. “Hands above your head and no moving them!” I did as he commanded. His thighs slipped in between mine, pushing my legs further apart, until I could feel the brush of his cock against my clit. He arched my back enough to slip a pillow underneath my ass. “I wanted to play out an entire scene tonight, but right now I’ll take just having my cock buried deep in your pussy.
“Look at me, Grace.” My eyes instantly went to his as he reared back and shoved quickly into my center, causing me to gasp at feeling so full. I was so glad that he’d played with me while talking, getting me wet enough to take him. He started moving slowly, pulling his dick almost completely out, leaving only the tip inside before shoving back in with a strong force. I could already feel myself tingling, building slowly toward an orgasm.
“That’s it, baby. I want you to let go of all those negative thoughts in your head and feel what we are together. I’ve never wanted anyone as much as I want you. You’re the only one to hold my heart. You’re the first person I want to see in the morning and the last I want to see at night before going to sleep. I can’t imagine a life without you in it.”
He smiled, quickening the pace, building us both toward orgasm. “Let yourself go, darling. I want you to just feel how good we are together.”
His words crashed over me like a strong wave hitting the shoreline. It was powerful enough to make me see that my future was here with him, but the shadows of my past and the lack of confidence in my soul still made me question how long.
His fingers reached down between us to pinch the nub of my clit, causing me to scream his name as he sent my flying out into the universe. I felt him pump into me a couple more times before stilling and finding his own release, praising my name with adoration.
Chapter 4
I hated that I ruined the scene Jonathan set up last night in an attempt to try and ease my lack of confidence. We did have a good talk and he helped ease my mind a bit. I no longer felt like pushing him away, but I still felt uncertain about our future.
We’d had some of the best vanilla sex we’d had in a long time that night, followed by my punishment of ten swats for doubting myself. His hand left my backside a little sore, but had us both craving another round. This time we did manage to use some of the chocolate and other items he’d brought out. Who knew there were so many places that chocolate and whipped cream could be licked off the body, causing the receiver to be driven mad?
I keep thinking back to that night, when he pulled up in front of Jocelyn’s building. “Are you sure you’re going to be okay by yourself today? We can always reschedule.” I could tell he was fearful of leaving me here, wondering if I’d bolt.
“No need to reschedule the appointment. Her assignment made me realize