is as if she is reading my mind.
“I told Larry that as a single mother I wasn’t interested in casual dating. We’ve been dating for two months now; he is very nice. He really cares about me and wants to help us.” I give her a hard stare. “Don’t look at me like that, Sophia. I have a good thing going on with Larry and I don’t need you ruining it for me.”
“I will believe it when I see it. What if you two break up; then what, are we going to pick up move again?” Why am I the only one that thinks of these details? I scoot away from the table and plop my dishes in the dishwasher before getting dressed. I throw on sweatpants and t-shirt that says ‘Hot girls read books’ before heading out the door. I pull my phone out and text Heidi.
S: You will never guess what happened. ..
Angie strikes again; she is dating our landlord.
I lean down to check my phone several times on the walk to school. I still don’t have a reply from Heidi. Shocker.We’ve texted and talked less and less over the summer; our last conversation was cut short because Matt was over, watching a movie. Funny how things change; we used to be so close. I guess she let Mall fill the space that happened when I left and she is busy trying to have a life.
This really sucks; even Angie has somebody, and seems genuinely happy this time, which is something new for her. I hope she isn’t playing one of her weird games with him to get our rent discounted or we will definitely be moving again. I shudder at the thought of that.
The walk to the high school gives me plenty of time to clear my head. I realize it’s not Heidi’s fault that we haven’t talked as much; sometimes life does get in the way. I don’t have to stubbornly wait for her to contact me first either. I spent the rest of my walk wallowing in self-pity, wishing there was somebody for me. Heidi is the greatest friend I have ever had and I know I will never be as close to anyone else.
The corner of Jaguar Lane and 10th street comes before I know it. I turn the corner and make my way down the block to the high school where a huge stone Jaguar decorates the front lawn. I’ve never been in a school this huge; it takes up an entire street. There are two large buildings on either end and a smaller one situated between them. I stop and look at the sign for the directions to the main office building.On the way, I notice the trees are all covered with toilet paper. Weird. There are football flyers posted all over the front windows. I go over and tear one of the flyers off the toilet papered tree. It has a picture of a really cute guy and a heart with the letters QB. I hope that this isn’t one of those places were sweaty guys chasing around a ball for sport matters more than education. I really need to stick to my academic schedule to make my life dreams come true.
In front of the walkway is a small wooden sign that indicates the location of the Main Office and Visitor Registration. The anxiety I feel about a new school, friends, and class just doubled then multiplied by 100. I see the sign on the door that reads pre-registration closed until first day of school. “What did I ever do to you?” I say, looking up at the sky. I had taken religious studies last year and learned about God, Buddha, and atheists. I like to believe that someone or something is looking out for me. I just wish they would hurry up and do it already.
Instead of walking directly home, I decide to explore my new surroundings. The local library is only two blocks away from the high school, which is convenient for me. At least today isn’t a total waste, I get a new library card, some College Level Examination Program (CLEP) test prep books, and that new young adult romance book all my friends are talking about back home. I am so excited that the library offered CLEP exams. If I study hard and pass, I can test out of 200 credit hours of college