Isaac?â
âNo, I donât think itâs that simple.â Daddy let out a long breath. âIâve known Coach Peeler since I was in high school. I wouldnât say this about just anybody, but he had a reputation.â He stopped the truck in front of Benzerâs house.
âA reputation?â I asked. âWhat kind of reputation?â
Daddyâs mouth turned down at the corners. âFor treating blacks differently.â
âWhat?â I asked. âYou mean he didnât pick Isaac because heâs black?â
âI think so,â Daddy said.
âBut thatâs ridiculous! Who thinks like that? Itâs 1999 for crying out loud!â I said.
âWow. Isnât there anything Isaac can do?â Benzer asked. âCanât he sue or something?â
âMaybe, but it might be hard to prove, and it would cost his family a lot to fight,â Daddy said. âIâll have a talk with Isaac and see what heâs thinking. Iâm sure heâs disappointed, but he probably knew it was a possibility.â
âThis really stinks,â I said.
âI know.â Daddy fished a bill out of his wallet and handed it to Benzer.
Benzer opened the door and jumped out. âIâll see you later, Lou. Thanks, Mr. Mayhew.â
I slumped down and avoided talking the rest of the ride home. Daddy pulled into our driveway and turned off the truck.
âIâll put your box in the shop. Let me know if weâre out of stain. I think that old dresser we fixed up used most of it.â
âOkay. I better go help Mama get ready for tonight.â
âHey, donât forget your money,â he said.
I stuffed the cash into my back pocket. âThanks.â
He put a hand on my arm. âYou know Iâm proud of you, right?â
I attempted to smile. âI know.â
Daddy leaned forward to put his wallet in his back pocket. âYouâre going to make a good big sister.â
I jumped down from the truck. The way my luck was going, Mama would have twins!
I spent the rest of the afternoon helping Mama clean the house. Normally I would have complained, but since learning we might have to move, things seemed somehow different. Instead of thinking about how hard it was to mop the wooden floors, I noticed what a nice shade of caramel they were. In fact, I noticed all sorts of things Iâd seen but never really thought about, like how the windows had counterweights attached so theyâd stay up and how pretty the glass doorknobs were.
âBertie and I are walking to Upchurchâs to get some snacks for tonight,â Mama said. âYou want to come?â
I shook my head. âYou guys go ahead. Iâm beat.â
I watched them from the parlor window until they were two blocks away, then I went over to the bookshelf and pulled out the Bible.
The hole Iâd torn in the cover stared at me like an accusing eye. I flipped the pages until I found the same picture of baby Jesus, and put my hand across it. âGod, sorry about that last prayer. Can we just say never mind? Iâll still go to church and all, but if you wanted to just forget the excitement part, thatâd be great. Amen.â
I opened my eyes. Last time the wind had blown so hard the window fell, but this time, all was quiet. âBummer.â
I flipped through the pages absentmindedly, and they gaped open toward the back of the Bible, where a thin envelope was wedged deep inside. Across the top were the words
Confederate States of America
.
âWhat the heck?â I opened the envelope and pulled out a handwritten letter. The script was spindly and hard to read, and I struggled to make sense of it.
March 12, 1864
Dear Louise,
I received your kind letter a few days ago. I was glad to hear that you are fareing well despite the circumstances. Mrs. Reagan is indeed a true friend but her kindness to you is a credit to your own charm and goodness. I
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