spotâIâd have bet my bottom dollar that she knew how to be good company, snappy when talking was called for but otherwise minding her own business; some people simply have that lookâI kept scanning the seats available among the other passengers, but froze when it came to choosing. It was a bad time to turn bashful, but I decided to take potluck and ducked into an empty set of seats a row behind the nonstop smoker.
No sooner had I done so than I changed my mind. About potluck, I mean. What was I going to do if the bus filled up and whoever sat next to me was anything like the nonstop talker about the digestive system? Or if the drunk sheepherder toward the back, recognizing me as fresh off the ranchâmy shirt said something like thatâcame staggering up the aisle to keep me company? Or the nun decided to sneak up and get going on me about God? I didnât know squat about religion, and this was not the time to take that on. It panicked me to think about trying to keep up with conversations like those all the way to the next stop, Havre, or who knew, endless hours beyond that.
I bolted back out of the bus, drawing a glance between rapid-fire puffs as I passed the seated woman.
Luckily I was in time. The lanky driver in the blue Greyhound uniform and crush hat like a pilotâs was just then shutting the baggage compartment in the belly of the bus. âSir? Mister?â I pleaded. âCan I get my suitcase?â
He gave me one of those
Now what?
looks, the same as when heâd punched my ticket and realized I was traveling by myself at my age.
Straightening up, he asked with a frown, âNot parting company with us, are you? Thereâs no refund once youâre checked onto the bus, sonny.â
âHuh-uh, no,â I denied, ânothing like that,â although jumping back on the Chevy bus for its return trip to Gros Ventre was mighty tempting. âI need to get something out, is all.â He hesitated, eyeing the profusion of suitcases in the compartment. âSomething I need helluva bad.â
âThat serious, is it.â He seemed more amused than compelled by my newfound swearing skill. âThen I guess I better pitch in. But make it quick. I can do my tire check while youâre at that. Remind me, which bag is yours?â When I pointed, he gave me another one of those looks. âDonât see that kind much anymore.â
Kneeling on the concrete while the traffic of the busy Great Falls depot went on around me, I unlatched Gramâs old suitcase and dug out the autograph book, stuffing it in the pocket of my corduroy jacket. While I had the suitcase open, I reluctantly tucked the black arrowhead in under the moccasins; I hated not to be carrying it as a lucky piece, but I didnât want to risk being jabbed in my sitting part all the way to Wisconsin, either.
Missions accomplished, I returned the suitcase to the baggage compartment as best I could. Headed to climb back on the bus, I nearly bumped into the driver coming around the front. I still was on his mind, apparently. âSay, I saw you come straight off the Rocky busâdid you get your Green Stamps?â
I plainly had no idea what he was talking about. âTheyâre a special deal this summer, long-distance passengers get them for their miles. Youâre going quite a ways across the country, arenât you?â I sure was, off the end of the known world. âThen, heck, go in and show your ticket to the agent.â He jerked a thumb toward the terminal. âHustle your fanny, weâre leaving before long.â
My fanny and I did hustle inside, where I peered in every direction through the depot crowd before spotting the ticket counter. Miraculously no one was there ahead of me, and I barged up to the agent, a pinchfaced woman with a sort of yellowish complexion, as if she hadnât been away from the counter for years, and rattled off to her while waving my