to be the old Thea again, not this nervous, illogical creature she didnât recognize.
All right, so throw logic out the window. It hadnât done her much good since the dreams had begun anyway. She looked up into watchful aquamarine eyes and threw caution to the dogs, too, deciding instead to operate on pure instinct. âMaybe that would work. Letâs try it.â
She thought she saw a flare of triumph in those crystalline eyes, but when she looked more closely she saw only a certain male pleasure. âLetâs go a couple of steps farther away from the water,â he suggested, already steering her along with that solid arm around her waist. âWeâll still be able to see the turtles. Tell me if weâre still too close, okay? I donât want you to be nervous.â
She chuckled, and was surprised at herself for being able to laugh. How could she not be nervous? She was too close to the water, and way too close to him. âIf I were wearing shoes, Iâd be shaking in them,â she admitted.
He glanced down at her bare feet, and the way she was having to hold up her nightgown to keep it out of the wet grass. âThere might be briers,â he said by way of explanation as he bent down and hooked his other arm beneath her knees. Thea gave a little cry of surprise as he lifted her, grabbing at his shirt in an effort to steady herself. He grinned as he settled her high against his chest. âHowâs this?â
Frightening. Exciting. Her heart was thudding wildly, and that first pressure of desire was becoming more intense. She cast a look at the ground and said, âHigh.â
âAre you afraid of heights, too?â
âNo, just of water.â And of you, big guy. But far more attracted than afraid, she realized.
He carried her along the bank, taking care not to get any closer to the water, while Thea looked everywhere but at the lake. The most convenient point of focus was his throat, strong and brown, with a small vulnerable hollow beneath the solid knot of his Adamâs apple. The close proximity of his bare skin made her lips tingle, as if she had just pressed them into that little hollow where his pulse throbbed so invitingly.
âWe have to be quiet,â he whispered, and eased the last few steps. They had left the relative neatness of the overgrown yard and were in a tangle of bushes and weeds that probably did contain briers. Given her bare feet, she was just as glad he was carrying her. The trees grew more thickly here, greatly limiting the view of the lake. âTheyâre still here, on a fallen log lying at the edge of the water. Donât make any sudden moves. Iâm going to let you down, very slowly. Put your feet on my boots.â
Before she could ask why, now that she was perfectly comfortable in his arms, he withdrew his arm from beneath her legs and let her lower body slide downward. Though he took care not to let her nightgown get caught between them, the friction of her body moving over his could scarcely have been more enticing. She caught her breath, her breasts and thighs tingling with heat even as she sought his boot tops with her feet and let her weight come to rest on them. Nor was he unaffected; there was no mistaking the firm swelling in his groin.
He seemed more capable than she of ignoring it, however. He had both arms around her, holding her snugly against him, but his head was turned toward the lake. She could feel excitement humming through him, but it didnât seem to be sexual in nature, despite his semierection.
âThere are seven of them,â he whispered, his voice the husky murmur of a lover. âTheyâre lined up on the log like silver-dollar pancakes with legs. Just turn your head and take a peek, and Iâll hold you steady so youâll feel safe.â
Thea hesitated, torn between her desire to see the little turtles and her fear of the water. Her hands were clutching his upper arms,