behavior today. Iâm trying with all of my might to be the wife and first lady you want me to be. Iâm aware that the enemy is constantly pulling at me, taunting me, and practically begging me to act a fool.â
Arykah recalled how she let Mother Pansie get under her skin and regretted it. She sat up on the edge of the divan and covered her face with her hands and started rocking back and forth. âFather, please help me. I want to be pleasing in Your sight. I want to stop cussinâ, and I want my husband to be proud of me. I donât want him to hesitate to use me in ministry. Please, God, please strengthen me to walk among my enemies and not give in to the temptation of saying things thatâll have me in here repenting every night.â
Chapter 3
Bright and early Monday morning, Mother Gussie Hughes was sitting at her post outside of Lanceâs office with her cellular phone held up to her ear. âPansie, we have to come up with a plan to get that broad out of this church. We just canât sit back and let her think sheâs running thangs around here. And it ainât no use in tryinâ to talk some sense into the bishop. Sheâs got his nose so wide open, all he can see is her big wide butt in those short, skintight skirts.â She saw Lance approaching and quickly ended her call.
âOkay, thanks for calling. Iâll talk to you soon.â
âPraise the Lord, Mother,â Lance greeted as he passed her desk on the way to his office.
A pregnant pause presented itself before Mother Gussie responded. âPraise the Lord, Bishop.â
Lance noticed she had delayed her response and stopped in his tracks. âHow are you feeling this morning?â
She exhaled heavily. âIâm still in the land of the living. I guess thatâs a good thang.â
The last time Lance asked Mother Gussie how she was feeling, she wasnât nearly as chipper. âMy left foot is in the grave, and my right foot is on a banana peel.â
Lance proceeded to his office and sat behind his desk. Mother Gussie prepared his coffee with two teaspoons of cream and four individual packets of Splenda. It was hot, light, and sweet; just the way he liked it. She set the mug on Lanceâs desk and placed herself in a chair across from him.
She took notice of Lanceâs attire. Since heâd been married, heâd traded his conservative dress code from crisp white button-down shirts, an occasional necktie, and slacks, to T-shirts and blue jeans. Lance always wanted to look professional just in case he was called out to minister to someone. He had never wanted to look too casual. Mother Gussie wondered if he still felt that way. There was no doubt in her mind that Arykah was responsible for Lanceâs carelessness. To Mother Gussie, the black turtleneck sweater and black denim jeans Lance was wearing made him look more like a regular member of the church than a conservative pastor. She hadnât yet seen the new black cowboy boots Lance had decorated his feet with. They were a Christmas gift from Arykah.
âBishop, you know who Brother Jackson Cartwright is, donât you?â Mother Gussie asked.
Lance logged on to his desktop. With about five hundred members on the roll, he tried to jog his memory. âBrother Cartwright, Brother Cartwright. No, I canât say that I do. Is he active in the church?â
âNo, heâs not active, but he does attend church every Sunday, and he is a faithful tither,â Mother Gussie answered. âYou eulogized his wife, Justine, last May when she was killed in a hit-and-run car accident.â
âOh, yeah, yeah, yeah, now I remember Brother Cartwright. How is he doing?â
âNot too well, Iâm afraid. He called the church this morning and said his only son, Justin, had been found dead late last night.â
Lance sat straight up in his chair. âMy God. What happened?â
It was then, when Lance