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Werecat, the witch girl Yseult, little Miss Enk the gnomewife … And herself.
    She could have sketched from memory every bump and spike and curve of the seashell that prisoned Amayon. It was the only one that she had truly seen. The only thing that she truly thought about.
    It, and Amayon’s screams when Aohila had taken those fourteen spirits behind the mirror, to torture them for eternity.
    In her mind she heard again Amayon’s desperate pleading, telling her how the mirror demons hated the Sea-wights, how they could never die, could never be free of pain. She had hated John then for giving them over, and the hatred stirred anew, drawing her mind back to its old circular paths.
    Drawing it aside from the fact that there should have been eight vessels there, not seven.
    Folcalor
, Ian had said.
    And,
I will not go
.
    In the first second of waking, Jenny thought,
Folcalor
wasn’t taken
.
Folcalor wasn’t sent behind the mirror. He was the demon who possessed Caradoc, the rebel demon who started this whole affair…
    And then a voice whispered in her mind,
Sleepy dreams, Jenny
.
Sleepy dreams, not plans and schemes. It’s all over now.
    She saw John’s eyes looking at her across Ian’s body and wanted only to sleep again.
    Snow had piled thick before the house door. She made herself get up and slipped through a tiny passway from the kitchen that let her into the stable. There she fed Moon Horse and mucked out her stall, her numb hands crooked as bird claws around rake and hay fork. The effort exhausted her, and without eating or washing—it seemed too much effort even to boil water for gruel— she returned to her quilts and the comfort of her dreams.
    All care for her life seemed to have dried with her menses. The symptoms she had once kept at bay with her spells returned to tear at her, so she could not rest. Blind with migraine, she crept about her few tasks like an old woman, feeding the fire and boiling a little snow water to drink.
    In her memories Amayon was still with her. Magic flowed in her veins.
    Let your magic go
, Morkeleb had said to her, Morkeleb the Black, the dragon of Nast Wall.
    Let your magic go.
    She hadn’t known then that it would not come back.
    In her dreams she saw him, beautiful beyond beauty: the black glittering specter in the darkness of the gnomes’ Deep at Ylferdun, the cold voice like the echo of far-off singing that spoke in the hollows of her mind.
Know you not your own power, Wizard-woman?
he had asked her once.
Know you not what you could be?
    And later, when he had begun to change, to become a dragonshadow of smoke and starlight:
I would that I could heal you, my friend, but this is not possible: I, who destroyed the Elder Droon and brought down the gnomes of Ylferdun to ruin, I cannot make so much as a single flower prosper when frost has set its touch upon it
.
    She saw him again, as she had seen him last: near invisible, beautiful, a ghost of peace and stillness, flying away to the North. Not sleepy dreams, she thought, but clarity, an acceptance of time and change.
    Waking, she felt still the deep peace of his presence. Wind screamed around the walls and in the thatch, and the cold draft streaming from the attic reminded her that in summer she’d gathered herbs and dried them on the rafters, herbs to ease the ill of other women’s change: primrose and pennyroyal and slippery elm.
    She worked the door open enough to scrape some snow into a pan, which she put on the hearth to boil. She wedged herself through the cranny to the stable and pitched fodder for Moon Horse again and cleaned her stall, shivering in the colder atmosphere of the stable but glad to have the care of another creature to occupy her thoughts. Returning to the kitchen, she checked the water, touched a candle to the flame, and dragged herself up the attic stair.
    It was cold up there. The window through which she’d watched John depart three days ago was unshuttered, cold seeping through the glass as if