not, and leaders have to make do with all sorts and conditions of men. But when we stand before God, each of us must answer for himself.â
Lord Stephen swatted away a noisy fly.
âDo you remember Salman?â I asked him.
âOf course,â said Lord Stephen. âThe dying Saracen trader.â
âThe way he smiled at me, and then thanked us and blessed us. I think he was ready to stand before God.â
âNot God,â Lord Stephen corrected me. âA false prophet.â
âWhat I canât understand is why the Saracens are such enemies of God. Oliver says they are. Count Thibaud said they are.â
âI say they are,â said Lord Stephen in a quiet, firm voice. âIf I didnât believe that, I wouldnât be sitting here. However, that doesnât mean we have to howl and rant and rail against them.â
âThe Saracens write books about astronomy and algebra and singing,â I said. âFustian cloth was first made in Egypt. The Venetians trade with the Saracens! And the one I met was a sweettempered man. So why are the Saracens enemies of God?â
âBecause they deny Christ,â said Lord Stephen. âBecause they worship Allah instead of the true God. Because they bow down to a false prophet. Because they sully the holy places in Bethlehem and Jerusalem. Is that enough?â
âYes, sir.â
âOf course, there are some good Saracens, just as there are some bad Christians.â
âMy father told me about Saladin.â
âThere you are. A great leader and a fine man. Now if he were here, your father would sayââ
âIâm glad heâs not!â I exclaimed.
âYes,â said Lord Stephen, and he smiled gently. âWell! So am I!â
âIs it true that Saladin was a better man than King John?â I asked.
Lord Stephen closed his eyes. âVery probably,â he replied.
âThe king tried to unthrone his own brother!â
Lord Stephen sighed. âLeaders often have to look in two directions at the same time,â he said.
âWhat do the Saracens say about us?â I asked. âSir John told me they believe theyâre fighting a holy war too. A jihad ! â
âWe have much in common,â Lord Stephen said, âbut far more that separates us. They believe Jesus will come down from heaven and call on the quick and the dead to follow their religion. Islam.â
âWhen?â
âThey believe the sun will set in the east during the Last Days. I donât know exactly what they say about us. But all your questionsâ¦Iâve got some good news for you.â
Then Lord Stephen told me Milon rode in while I was collecting our consignment of cheese and bread and fruit from the morning barge, and announced that if Iâm ready, he will make me a knight three weeks from today. The twenty-seventh day of July.
I wish I were being knighted on the ninth day, because nine is my number. But at least twenty-seven is three times nine, and Oliver would say thatâs even better. I can hear his voice now. âMy dear boy! Itâs obvious. Three times nine! One nine for the Father, one for the Son, and one for the Holy Ghost.â
If only I could spirit Tom here and we could be knighted together. My half-brother; my best friend. If I were in battle, Iâd rather have Tom alongside me than anyone else. He could beat Serle at swordplay when he was only fourteen.
But I wish he hadnât said what he did on the day Winnie and I were betrothed. About how heâll gladly marry Winnie if I donât come back from the crusade.
12
OF THE BODY, OF THE HEART
I COULDNâT SLEEP, SO I LOOKED INTO MY OBSIDIAN, AND AT once I saw them. Queen Guinevere standing at the window of her room, pressing her cheeks against the cold bars, and Sir Lancelot standing in the garden below, with a long ladder under his left arm, and a sword in his right hand in case anyone is