that serious.â But Iâm not that naïve. I can feel Rahâs heat all the way in here. Iâd better get out there before the shit really hits the fan. Whatâs Rah even doing here before he picks Rahima up? Out of all of the days for him to pop up, it had to be the one day Jeremy comes by. What the hell?
âJayd, there are no coincidences in life,â she says as if she just read my thoughts while carefully eyeing my dress. I think I should change before going out with Jeremy. Iâd change now if it were the right thing to do. âPlease be careful. You donât know what a tangled web youâre weaving with these boys.â
âMama, Iâve got this,â I say, smiling at her before exiting the kitchen to face my present mess. Rah really canât say much because had he come through like we originally planned none of this would be happening. But no, as usual Iâm left in the background to wait and see what heâll do next. Unfortunately for him, I have options other than to wait for his next move.
âI made my books, fool,â Bryan yells at everyone else around the table. My uncles are always competitive no matter what game theyâre playing. Bryanâs new girlfriendâs perched up against his chair, rubbing his braids gently. I guess sheâs pleased with my work.
âWhatâs up, Jayd?â Rah says from where heâs standing in the driveway. Jeremy looks up from his hand and smiles at me. I donât know if itâs because heâs got more tricks up his sleeve or because he thinks heâs already won this round. Iâll figure him out later. Right now I need to calm an angry Rah down before this holiday turns into a tragedy.
âWhatâs up, Rah?â I pass up my uncles and others on the porch and in the driveway, making my way over to Rah, who walks off to stand on the front lawn. My mom eyes me from her seat at the table in the driveway, next to Karl, whoâs chewing it up with my Uncle Junior. âI thought you were on your way to get Rahima.â
âI see that,â he says, shifting his focus back to the porch before staring me down. âI came by because I felt bad about bailing on you, but I see youâre already over it.â
âThatâs not fair,â I say, grabbing his hand to try to make him understand where Iâm coming from. âYou canât get mad at me because you ditched me and I made other plans.â
âI can when itâs your ex. Next thing I know youâll be braiding that foolâs hair.â
âYou canât be serious,â I say, trying not to raise my voice. Luckily Bryanâs stereo is drowning out any conversation within ten feet of it. âWasnât it less than an hour ago that you ditched me for one of your exes?â
âThatâs different, Jayd. Sandyâs got my baby.â
âAnd where does that leave me?â I didnât expect that to slip out, and from the look in Rahâs angry eyes, neither did he. My mom and Mama are staring us down, trying to defuse the situation by flooding my head with thoughts. But my headâs too hot to listen to reason. Rahâs got some nerve starting shit when itâs all his fault.
â I warned you, girl. Men donât see reason when they think theyâre losing you. Jealousyâs something else. â I know my momâs right, but what do I do now?
âDinnerâs ready.â As if hearing my request, Mama comes to the rescue.
âThis isnât over, Jayd. Iâll catch you tomorrow, unless you already have plans I should know about.â
âGo get Rahima and cool off. Iâll call you tomorrow,â I say, watching the rest of the family and guests file into the crowded house, Jeremy included. If my vision of Maman wasnât warning enough, I donât know what else could convince me to tread lightly in between my two worlds. Maman went