at it. It wasn’t just
that as long as they did this exercise I didn’t have to worry
about what else they might try to pull on me. It was because
my teacher and his teachers before him and now, I suppose,
even I, believed that the best learning takes place at the white
hot juncture where the body and mind are thoroughly fatigued.
And as I looked at the trainees, I sensed that some of them were
starting to make the move their own.
That’s what training in the martial arts is about.
After a few more tortuous minutes, I called a break. I
wanted to burn these people, not break them. They stood up
gladly and walked around the room, blotting their foreheads
with their sleeves, waiting for the muscle cramps to ebb a bit. I
edged over to Sarah.
“How’s it going?” I asked quietly.
“I don’t know what you had planned for later tonight, Burke,
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but dancing is definitely out of the question.” She smiled.
“The Irish don’t dance,” I informed her.
“Come on,” she protested, “I’ve seen those girls in those
fancy little dresses jumping around. What’s it called?” I had
recently taken Sarah to a feis, a festival that featured Irish step
dancing, bagpipes, and other forms of Celtic torture.
“Step dancing,” I told her. She nodded silently at my
answer, as if her point were made. “But did you ever notice,” I
continued, “that when they dance, they keep their arms pinned
to their sides?”
“So?”
“That’s because in the old days, when the English lords
would make the peasants dance, the Irish knew that they had
to do it, but they decided that they would refuse to enjoy it.”
Sarah looked me up and down, quietly pensive. “It explains
so much about you, Burke,” she concluded. Then I saw the
laughter in her eye and knew I was being teased.
The seminar wound its way through the morning. We
worked hard with bokken , the oak swords that are the basic
training weapon here. We also did some empty-hand tech-
niques, stressing joint locks and pressure point techniques that
made the nerves jangle. It wasn’t totally new stuff to most people
in the room—trainees in arts like iaido or aikido or kendo can see some faint hint of their styles in what Yamashita does. But
there’s a difference: a harder edge, a more concise motion—it’s
difficult to explain in words. To see it revealed clearly, you have
to experience it. Which can be a problem. In the Yamashita-ha
Itto Ryu, my master’s system, a full-bore demonstration usually
leaves someone moaning on the ground.
The demo had to come eventually, of course. It was what
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they were all really here for. They’d heard about Yamashita; they
wanted to see the real deal. But so far, all they got was me. I
could tell it was bugging them. Yamashita Sensei was there,
of course. He drifted along the edges of the room, silent and
contained, but you could feel him and sense his energy. Martial
artists at a certain level of training can pick up the psycho-
kinetic energy called ki . We all emit ki , but it viscerally pulses
off someone like my teacher. You can suppress it somewhat or,
if you’re really good (and Yamashita is) you can ramp up the
energy projection until even the dimmest pupil can feel it.
He was doing it on purpose.
As the men and women here today trained, they felt the
pulse of Yamashita’s ki, his energy, washing over them. Yet he
stayed in the background, content to let me run the class. And
what did they sense from me? I’m not sure. Most of them were
probably too caught up in trying to master what I was showing
them, in trying to look good in front of Yamashita. That kind
of thing tends to dim peripheral awareness. In any event, they
were glancing occasionally between the two of us as if com-
paring. Average looking white guy versus Asian master whose
energy field was pinging off them like sonar. Who would you
watch?
Eventually, Yamashita looked at me and