rooting section or ask me to dance Captain Jinks of the Horse Marines in the variety show.â
âI would like to be moreâ¦a part of things at school. And to have a boy like me,â said Jean, reaching for another peanut.
âThe trouble with us is that we are the salt-of-the-earth type,â said Elaine gloomily. âThe type that gets married someday and makes some man a good wife.â
Jean laughed at her friendâs gloom. âI donât think that is such a terrible fate.â
âWell, you know,â said Elaine vaguely. âDishpans, mopsâ¦â
âDiapers, budgets,â added Jean, thinking that all these things were part of the life she wanted for herself. That was one reason why she was struggling to learn to sew. Still, she understood what Elaine meant. They were girls whom no one would ever expect to dance a ballet, fly an airplane, run for Congress.
âThe only thing wrong with us,â said Elaine, summing up the situation, âis that we are a couple of late bloomers.â
And so, on the day school started after Christmas vacation, Jean, with her bangs cut short and without her glasses, got off the bus with Elaine, walked up the blurry steps, and entered a fuzzy school building.
âCome on, letâs go upstairs,â whispered Elaine. âIf heâs a senior, his locker is up there, and if we walk along sort of casually we might see him.â
Jean hung back. âOh, Elaine,â she protested, without much conviction. âIf I did see him I think I would die .â
âNo, you wouldnât,â said Elaine, taking Jean by the arm. âCome on. We donât have much time.â
Jean allowed herself to be led up the steps to the crowded corridor on the second floor. âNow act as if we were really going someplace,â directed Elaine, âand pretend you arenât looking for anyone.â
Jean laughed nervously. âI donât have to pretend. I canât see very far.â
Timidly the two girls patrolled the length of the corridor.
âCome on, letâs go back,â said Elaine when they had reached the end. âHe must be up here someplace.â
Jean knew it was useless to protest in the face ofElaineâs determination. And she did not really want to protest, because she wanted to see that boy again. Halfway down the length of the hall, not far from the trophy case, Elaine suddenly clutched her arm. âThere he is!â she whispered.
Jeanâs nearsighted eyes swept the faces around her. âWhere?â she asked.
âPretend you arenât looking,â advised Elaine.
âIâm not,â said Jean. âI canât.â
âOver there against the lockers,â whispered Elaine. âIn the green plaid shirt.â
The plaid shirt emerged from the blur and above it a face, a good-looking face that Jean had seen before and that she now felt too timid to look at for more than an instant. Blushing, she quickly looked away.
Elaine, still clutching Jeanâs arm, giggled nervously, and the two girls hurried to the stairs, where they ran down the steps to the first floor.
Jean put on her glasses and found it a relief to be once more in a world with clear-cut edges. âDo you think he saw me?â she asked anxiously.
âI donât know, I think so,â said Elaine, with her nervous giggle. Then she sighed. âHeâs so good-looking in that plaid shirt.â
âI donât care,â said Jean. âIâm going to pretend Inever saw him before in my life. If he did see me and remember me, he didnât bother to speak. I am just going to forget the whole thing.â
Jean did not forget, however, and she found that with careful timing she could make her path cross that of the boy several times a day. Each time she snatched off her glasses just before they met, looked straight ahead, and wished she could control the blush that rushed to her