property he got for sale. Iâm gonâ shoot there, stay the night, then come back this way tomorrow.â
âDo you need me to go with you? Iâm not doing anything else, and I can let you know if I think the investment will be worth it.â
âNah, just chill. If it turns out to be something worthy, you and I will go back together later.â
Shane nodded; then he looked down at his vibrating cell phone. He sighed, so I knew it was Tiffanie.
âYeah, baby,â he said, then paused. He rolled his eyes, then massaged his temples. âYes, Iâm working right now. Iâm at the office with Jaylin and weâre in the middle of a meeting.â He paused and looked over at me, shaking his head. âOkay. Dinner sounds good. Iâll see you around eight or nine oâclock tonight.â He paused for a long while; then he ended his call.
âLook, man. If you donât want to be bothered with her, then tell her. Why you stressing like that over a woman you donât seem to care much for?â
âI am digging the hell out of Tiffanie, but like I said, she always trying to plan my life out for me. I gotta be on her schedule. When I got plans to do something else, her feelings get hurt. Sheâs always getting emotional, and I donât like that shit, man. I like a strong woman, and Tiffanie ainât really representing that.â
âI know what you mean, but ease up on her. She is a nice woman. If or when you get too tired of the shit, back out of it.â
I looked at my watch again; then I told Shane I had to go book my flight. Before I did, I called Nokea to tell her my plans. I didnât like lying to her, but for now, I had to do what was necessary.
âAre you at least coming home to say good-bye? I canât believe itâs that urgent where you have to rush out right now,â she said.
âThe faster I get out of here, the quicker Iâll get back. Iâll be back tomorrow, and it shouldnât really take that long.â
I could always hear the disappointment in Nokeaâs voice. She didnât like being away from me, and I didnât like being away from her either.
âOkay, baby. Be careful and call me when you get to Chicago.â
âWill do,â I said, and then I extended my love to her.
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Shane dropped me off at the airport, and almost four hours later, my plane had landed in St. Louis. I got a rental car, and then I drove to Cardinal Glennon Hospital. During my ride, I couldnât help but think about Mackenzie. I was mad at myself for giving up on her, and it was not a good feeling. Thinking so much about Mackenzie caused me to think about my long-lost daughter, Jasmine. I hadnât seen her since she was a year old, and it was like she and her mother, Simone, had disappeared. They had to be living in another country or something. Iâd put out so much money for private detectives; but with no success, I gave up. I didnât want to, but I felt as if I had to accept my blessings, LJ and Jaylene, and move on. I even thought about the son Scorpio had mentioned. I didnât even know sheâd had a baby, and I hoped that my visit wouldnât interfere with her marriage to Bruce. I prepared myself to see him at the hospital, and I wondered what heâd think about me coming to see Mackenzie, who was his biological daughter. I thought about the kind of relationship he had with her. Had she forgotten about me? If I were Bruce, I wouldnât be too happy about my visit, but my concern was only about Mackenzieâs condition. I had to see for myself that she would be okay. From what Scorpio had said, I could tell my little girl was probably going through hell. I was regretting even more that my attorney, Frick, gave Scorpio that letter terminating my rights. If I could take it back, I sure in hell would.
Before finding Mackenzieâs room, I had to stop off at the restroom. I took a leak;