but Iâm not sure how long thatâs going to last.â
Taylor indulged at last, took her hair down, rubbed her fingers across her scalp, then put her hair back in its bun. It wasnât like she could go back to the Norwoods and say, sorry, I canât talk, my favorite priest isnât here to shelter me from your distress.
Baldwinâs cell phone started to ring. He put up an apologetic hand, murmured, âI need to get this,â and disappeared outside.
Taylor watched him go. âCanât blame him. I hate this part, too. All right. Letâs do this.â
She reentered the living room with Lincoln, met the pain in their eyes full on. Theyâd retreated into that helpless state, unbelieving, unresisting, the reality of their sonâs death still trying to seep into their souls. She didnât have much timeâtheyâd either slip away entirely into a grief so profound nothing would rouse them, or fly off the handle, become belligerent and difficult. Better to keep them focused on the here and now, if at all possible.
âMr. and Mrs. Norwood, can you tell me more about Xander and Amanda?â
Mr. Norwood shook his head, reiterated his request. âWe want to see Xander. Itâs only right. We deserve a chance to say goodbye to our son.â
Just in case they decided to ignore her, Taylor crossed her arms on her chest and leaned against the doorjamb, effectively blocking their access to the stairs.
âIâm sorry, but I canât let you do that. We have to work on the scene, and Iâll be completely honest with you, itâs not pretty. You donât want this vision of Xander as the last youâll ever have. Youâre going to have to trust me. I give you my word that Iâll take good care of him.â
Mr. Norwood stared into her eyes for a long moment. She took his gaze, unflinching. I will treat him with respect. I will see his killer punished. After a long minute, he dropped his eyes to the floor and nodded. She seized the opportunity to try again.
âIt would be a big help if you could answer some questions for me. Can you talk about Xander for a few minutes? Tell me about him? About Amanda?â
Laura Norwood breathed out a ragged sigh, a small smile of remembrance playing on her lips.
âWhat do you want to know? They were inseparable. Been going together for two years, were probably going to be together forever. You know how thereâs always that couple, the ones who met early and that was it? Thatâs Xander and Amanda. The big joke was they were going to change their name to Woods, since our last names are so similar. Thatâs what their friends called them, the Woods. Amandaâs nickname was Woodie before she met Xander, so her friendâs teased her, called her Woodie Woodpecker. Xander and Amanda loved it. She was on the cheerleading squad, and it was just announced that sheâd be captain next year. My God, I canât believe this is happening.â Her hands started to shake and her husband took them, held them hard between his palms.
âNow, Laura, thatâs not the kind of thing the police want to know. They need to know about enemies, and last moves, what kind of drugs and alcohol they were into. They only want to know the bad things. Iâve seen it all on TV. Just the bad thingsâ¦.â He broke off with a sob.
Taylor put her hand on his arm, spoke gently.
âNo, sir. We want to know it all. Everything you tell us is relevant. Everything matters, the good and the bad. The more information we can gather today, the quicker we can catch the person who hurt your son. But if he did have any enemies or problems, we need to know.â
As she said it, she realized she was going to have this conversation with seven families, and the thought nearly made her legs buckle. Who could do such a thing? Who could annihilate seven children? Focus, Taylor.
She looked around the room. âYou know
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