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how it was more than likely him. I hadn’t thought about how—if he doesn’t have access to a shower—he
probably doesn’t have food, either.
    I went inside my house and made a couple of sandwiches. I grabbed two sodas out of the fridge and a bag of chips. I put them in a lunch bag and I ran it over to the abandoned
house and set it on the back porch by the door. I wasn’t sure if he saw me, so I knocked real hard and then ran back to my house and went straight to my room. By the time I got to the window
to see if he was going to come outside, the bag was already gone.
    That’s when I knew he’d been watching me. I’m kind of nervous now that he knows I know he’s staying there. I don’t know what I’ll say to
him if he tries to talk to me tomorrow.
    —Lily
    Dear Ellen,
    I saw your interview with the presidential candidate Barack Obama today. Does that make you nervous? Interviewing people who could potentially run the country? I don’t
know a lot about politics, but I don’t think I could be funny under that kind of pressure.
    Man. So much has happened to both of us. You just interviewed someone who might be our next president and I’m feeding a homeless boy.
    This morning when I got to the bus stop, Atlas was already there. It was just the two of us at first, and I’m not gonna lie, it was awkward. I could see the bus coming
around the corner and I was wishing it would drive a little faster. Right when it pulled up, he took a step closer to me and, without looking up, he said, “Thank you.”
    The doors opened on the bus and he let me walk on first. I didn’t say You’re welcome because I was kind of shocked by my reaction. His
voice gave me chills, Ellen.
    Has a boy’s voice ever done that to you?
    Oh, wait. Sorry. Has a girl’s voice ever done that to you?
    He didn’t sit by me or anything on the way there, but on the way back from school, he was the last one getting on. There weren’t any empty seats, but I could tell
by the way he scanned all the people on the bus that he wasn’t looking for an empty seat. He was looking for me.
    When his eyes met mine, I looked down at my lap real quick. I hate that I’m not very confident around guys. Maybe that’s something I’ll grow into when I
finally turn sixteen.
    He sat down next to me and dropped his backpack between his legs. That’s when I noticed what Katie was talking about. He did kind of smell, but I didn’t judge him
for that.
    He didn’t say anything at first, but he was fidgeting with a hole in his jeans. It wasn’t the kind of hole that was there to make jeans look stylish. I could tell
it was there because it was a genuine hole, due to his pants being old. They actually looked a little too small for him, because his ankles were showing. But he was skinny enough that they fit him
just fine everywhere else.
    “Did you tell anyone?” he asked me.
    I looked at him when he spoke, and he was looking right back at me like he was worried. It was the first time I had actually gotten a good look at him. His hair was dark
brown, but I thought maybe if he washed it, it wouldn’t be as dark as it looked right then. His eyes were bright, unlike the rest of him. Real blue eyes, like the kind you see on a Siberian
husky. I shouldn’t compare his eyes to a dog, but that’s the first thing I thought when I saw them.
    I shook my head and looked back out the window. I thought he might get up and find another seat at that point, since I said I didn’t tell anyone, but he didn’t.
The bus made a few stops, and the fact that he was still sitting by me gave me a little courage, so I made my voice a whisper. “Why don’t you live at home with your
parents?”
    He stared at me for a few seconds, like he was trying to decide if he wanted to trust me or not. Then he said, “Because they don’t want me to.”
    That’s when he got up. I thought I’d made him mad, but then I realized he got up because we were at our stop. I grabbed my