Admiral. âThis is what Ah want. Ahâve had a wee bit oâ luck, see. Ahâve won the pools, got meselâ a bloody great cheque, anâ now the house Ah live in is inundated wiâ begginâ letters, postbags of it, all the usual charity professionals trying to get their snoots in the trough, anâ callers too, a lot oâ no-good villains anâ half the dropouts anâ cranks in Britain. First thing Ah got was an incinerator. Ah burn the lot in the backyard. Ah know what Ah want, see. The reason Ahâm here is that Ah asked the OYC â thatâs the Ocean Youth Club, Ah sailed on one oâ their boats once â anâ they suggested Ah contact the World Ship Trust.â
The words poured out of him, a dam breaking. âItâs noâ the ship Ahâm interested in. Itâs the excitement, the sense oâ somethinâ worth while. Ah wanted somethinâ Ahâd have to fight fur, somethinâ thatâd take me sailinâ half across the world. And then ââ He turned his head, smiling suddenly, his eyes gleaming â âThen Ah saw Mrs Sunderbyâs ad, in one oâ the yachtinâ mags. She wanted crew fur this Antarctic ship search, crew that could pay their way anâ contribute to the cost. So here Ah am.â He had turned back to the Admiral. âMe condition stands. If Ah finance the expedition, then they got to take me wiâ them. Understandâ?â
There was a sudden silence round the table, the young Scotsman and the grey-haired Admiral staring at each other. Finally the Admiral said very quietly, âIâve never been to the Antarctic, but as a youngster I was on an Arctic exercise. We were marooned in the ice for two weeks. I know what itâs like. You donât. Fitness is everything. And if we support Mrs Sunderbyâs expedition ââ
â My expedition,â the other cut in harshly. âIf Ahâm payinâ fur it, then itâs my expedition. The Iain Ward Antarctic Ship Search. Thatâs what itâll be called.â He suddenly grinned. âYe got yer place in history, sir. Ah want mine. Even if it kills me. See.â
âAnd if it kills the others?â The Admiral paused, the grey eyes hard as they stared at Ward. âHow would you feel then?â And he added, his words coming slowly so that they carried weight, âSpeaking for the Museum, I cannot agree to supporting an expedition thatâs saddled with a fundamental weakness.â
âMeaninâ this?â Ward patted the gloved right hand.
âYes. Meaning just that.â
âAnd thatâs yer only objection?â Wardâs face was flushed. âYeâre goinâ to damn the whole thinâ just because oâ me participation, wiâout the slightest knowledge oâ what the poor wee hand God gave me can doe, wiâout even botherinâ to test it out?â He scrambled out of his seat, came round to where Victor Wellington was seated opposite the Admiral. âShift over, will ye.â His gloved hand reached out, fastening on the manâs shoulder and pulling him sideways. Then, bending to avoid the deck beams, he scrambled out of his jacket, sliding his long body into the space that had been made for him. âRight.â He rolled up his shirt sleeve to reveal a withered claw of a hand set high up on the arm, wrist and elbow seemingly all one, the joint merging into the muscles that bulged below the shoulder. The hand was fastened round a plastic grip that activated the artificial hand through a bright metal connecting arm. âNow, ye just take hold oâ me artificial paw anâ weâll test it out, ye anâ me, anâ Ahâll bet ye a fiver yeâve noâ the grip or the muscles Ahâve got.â
The Admiral hesitated, staring at the withered mockery of a hand and the gloved fingers that had opened ready to clasp his own.