haunted-forest eyes were intense on me, and I hoped I was making the right choice, because standing alone on the runway, I felt suddenly isolated and alone. I forced a lightness into my voice that I didnât feel. âSo, whatâs this island called?â
âThose who speak the old tongue call it Eyja nÅturinnar ,â he uttered, and a peculiar melancholy sounded in his voice. âThe Isle of Night.â
CHAPTER FIVE
I stood at the rear of his car, watching as he strode to the plane. âWait,â I called, knocking on the trunk. âMy bag?â
âYou wonât need it where youâre going.â
When we were cozy in his car, with his hands and eyes wrapping warm reassurance around me, I was champing at the bit to go. But now, standing in the glare of the Florida sun, uncertainty crept in.
âBut . . . my stuff.â My momâs picture. My ginormous dictionary. My Converse and my iPod. I needed to keep some reminder of who my mother was. Of who I was.
âYouâll be issued new stuff ,â he said dryly.
I knew a sharp pang of loss. There were likely dictionaries where I was headed. And Converse wouldnât do well in snow. But that picture was all I had left of my mom.
And music? Music had become my survival. Itâs what got me through. No Led Zeppelin, no cheesy French pop, no Death Cab for Cutie. Not happening. âBut my iPodââ
âIsnât allowed on the island,â he finished for me.
âButââ My gaze shifted from Ronan to the plane. I shaded my eyes against the glare of sunlight on smooth metal. The jet door opened, and though the interior was dim, I caught a glimpse of a catwalk-worthy attendant floating past, bearing a tray of drinks.
Iâd never stood this close to such luxury. I stepped closer, and a stuffed leather seat came into view. I craned my chin up for a better look. The interior looked cool and plush, all beige carpet and tan leather. Luxurious, and a bit daunting.
My eyes went back to Ronan. His gaze was waiting for me, and that same warmth rippled along my skin. My response to him was immediate, like heâd imprinted me, my body primed for him, and I knew Iâd follow him wherever he led.
I tore my eyes away, back to the trunk. I wasnât leaving without the picture of my mom. And as long as I was going to smuggle a photo on board, why not my iPod, too? If they discovered it, what was the worst they could do to me? Iâd endured my father for seventeen years.
âJust a sec,â I called, dashing back to the car. I met his suspicious look with a shrug and poised my hand expectantly over the trunk. I tried to look as casual as possible. âMy hoodie. I hate air-conditioning.â
His eyes hardened and I felt a shot of panic, but then Ronan popped the trunk using the remote on his key chain. It made a little vacuum-suck sound and the lid slowly elevated. Though he remained standing at the front of the car, my heart was pounding in my chest.
Forcing myself to look neither too relieved nor too guilty, I dug through my duffel, snagging my iPod and the picture. I hastily shoved the photo out through the back of its cheap cardboard frame, cracking the glass in the process. Hands shaking, I grabbed my tan velour hoodie and crammed everything in the pocket. The photo would get rumpled, but the iPod was awkward enoughâI couldnât risk smuggling a cheapo Wal-Mart picture frame, too.
I shut the trunk, slamming it a little harder than necessary in my nervousness. Success. And what Ronan didnât know wouldnât hurt him.
I jogged to the plane, joining him on the sleek metal stairs. He took my hand to steady me. For a guy in jeans, he was quite dashing, quite gallant.
Cool air washed down to us from the open hatch. I felt on the brink of a grand, worldly adventure. It was the first step toward reinventing myself.
It would be exciting, this starting over. Iâd discover a
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