dummy. And very sarcastic, too.â
Since Ruthie and I arenât exactly on the best of terms at the momentâand she has to take her little tykes off to the playground (two rope swings and a bumpy slide) after their napsâI go slouching off to the deserted social hall to practice piano. Itâs the best way I can think of to avoid waking Helga, whoâs supposed to be sleeping or at least resting.
I wish I didnât have such mixed feelings about Helga. Itâs stupid of me, of course, to be angry with her because of Roy. It isnât her fault that she ran into an unfriendly dog and that Roy came to her rescue. And it isnât her fault that thereâs a war on in which sheâs one of the victims, so that in this small world up at Moskinâs, people are centering their feelings of sympathy on her.
Iâve been practicing my Czerny exercises for twenty minutes or so, when I hear a step behind me.
âOh, I thought I heard tinkling noises in here.â
I turn around. Itâs Mrs. F. Sheâs changed out of her colorful playsuit and is wearing an orange blouse and a tan walking skirt. âI just looked in on Helga,â she reports. âSheâs up and about and says sheâs well enough to go into town for our little shopping trip. I told her Iâd asked you to come along and she seemed very pleased. Are you ready, Isabel?â
Itâs about half a mile from Moskinâs to Harperâs Falls along a rutted dirt road studded with stones and tree roots. Most of the guests at Shady Pines walk to town, but because of Helgaâs wounded ankle, her uncle will drive the four of us in. As I soon learn, my mother is coming along, too. The only good thing about that is that maybe, maybe, sheâll buy me the pair of dungarees that Iâve been yearning for.
As soon as we are in town, itâs pretty noticeable thatthe war has come to Harperâs Falls and changed it from a sleepy country village to a place of bustling activity. Banners in support of the war effort are flung across Main Street, and there is now a Red Cross center and a blood bank. Even the sleepy old railroad depot behind the five-and-ten seems to have come alive with announcements of extra trains daily.
Weâre dropped off at the townâs so-called âdepartment store,â which is really just a single-story building, nothing at all like Macyâs or the other real department stores in New York City with their elevators and escalators to take shoppers to the upper floors filled with endless amounts of merchandise.
âDungarees, hmm?â says the salesperson who Iâve rushed to approach as we walk in the door. Sheâs a short, stocky country woman, probably the wife of the owner. âWe had a few pairs back in the spring. Might be some left. But thereâs not much of a choice of sizes.â
âWhatâs this all about?â my mother wants to know, as the saleswoman goes off to check the stockroom.
âNothing, nothing,â I reply. âThey probably donât have any.â I figure thereâs no use getting into an argument over something that may not exist. Meantime, Mrs. F. has led Helga over to the resort clothing to look at playsuits, halters, shorts, slacks, and cotton skirts.
Helga hops around on one leg inspecting the garments that her aunt takes off the counter or the rackto suggest to her. âSuch bright colors,â Helga murmurs.
âExactly,â says Mrs. F. âWe donât have to hide ourselves in camouflage here in America. Youâre safe here, Helga, safe at last. But keep in mind that the selection will get smaller and smaller as the war goes on and there will be shortages of material, even of buttons and zippers, of everything.â
âThatâs true,â says the saleswoman who went to search for my dungarees. âBuy now. Our stock of everything is running low.â Sheâs holding something made
Anne McCaffrey, Elizabeth Ann Scarborough