how her proud father felt about anyone seeing him like he was now. âI know you donât want to see anyone. You donât have a choice.â
His gray eyes blazed with anger, and one cheek lifted as the side of his mouth turned down in a snarl. âNo!â
That was clear enough. But Flick was waiting in the visitorsâ lounge down the hall. God knew how long the inquisitive nine-year-old could last in a hospital waiting room without getting into trouble. Kristin had warned Flick to behave herself and hurried to her fatherâs room to prepare him for seeing his granddaughter. She didnât have a lot of time to argue with him.
Her stomach knotted as she watched the once-invincible Harry Lassiter visibly struggle to say, âI ih e ere?â
Why is she here?
Kristin had debated whether to tell her father that Flick had gotten herself thrown out of school. It was one more thing he didnât need to worry about. But she didnât want to set a bad example by asking Flick to lie, and Flick would likely blurt it out anyway.
âFlick was worried when you stopped emailing. She got herself thrown out of school so she could come find out what happened to you.â
Kristin thought she saw the flicker of a smile cross half her fatherâs face. If so, it was the first since his stroke.
He sighed audibly. âAw igh.â
âWell, all right,â Kristin said with a smile of her own, relieved that heâd given in so easily. âIâll be right back. I left herââ
âGramps!â
Kristin turned to find Flick poised in the doorway, a look of horror on her face.
âOw! Ow! Ow!â her father howled, creating a gar-goyle face that caused Flick to whimper, before he turned away with a sound of anguish, flailing with his one good hand under the sheet.
Out! Out! Out!
Kristin fought the urge to grab Flick and runâfrom her father, from her job, from her self-destructing life.
But she stood her ground. Because in her head sheheard: Never run from a challenge. Remember, youâre invincible.
âYouâre scaring Flick, Dad,â Kristin said in a firm voice. âFlick, come here,â she said in an equally firm voice.
Flick tore fearful eyes from her grandfatherâs supine body and stared dazed at her mother.
âCome here,â Kristin repeated, holding out her hand to her daughter. âI know Gramps looks different. I would have prepared you, if youâd waited in the lounge. Because of his stroke, the right side of his face droops. Thatâs why he looks soâ¦funny. Soâ¦weird. Soâ¦odd,â Kristin finished, after searching for the right word and never finding it.
âDad, look at us,â she commanded her father. âI want Flick to see your face in repose.â His face would still look strange, but not so horrible as it had when heâd howled. Kristin kept a reassuring hand on Flickâs shoulder, to stop her in case she was tempted to run.
Kristin caught the stab of betrayal in her fatherâs eyes as he slowly turned back to face his granddaughter.
Grandfather and granddaughter stared at each other somberly for a full thirty seconds before her father said, âIz oo, ik.â
âI missed you, too, Gramps,â Flick said.
âAir oo, uh?â
âYeah,â Flick agreed. âYou scared me pretty bad.â
Kristin barely managed to avoid rolling her eyes. Trust Flick to be totally honest.
âIâm okay now,â Flick continued. She left the securityof Kristinâs side and crossed to her grandfather, bracing her hands on the bed to lift herself up and plop her rump down next to his hips. âBut your face does look bizarre.â
Bizarre: Strikingly out of the ordinary. That was the word Kristin had been seeking. Trust Flick to root it out of her enormous vocabulary.
Kristin glanced at her watch, a twenty-five-dollar Timex with a brown leather band that Flick had given