âWhat I knew even before the third image showed it to me. I have to go to Dun Fee Aran and put a stop to whatâs happening.â
Cogline stopped dancing. âWell, you can do that, I expect,â he said, shrugging aside the implications. âYou did it once before, didnât you?â
âNo, Grandfather, he did not,â Kimber corrected him impatiently. âThat was his sister, and I donât understand why she wasnât sent for, if the whole idea is to finish the job she started two years ago. Itâs her fault the Ildatch is still alive.â
Jair shook his head. âIt isnât anybodyâs fault. It just happened. In any case, Brinâs married and pregnant and doesnât use the magic anymore.â
Nor would she ever use it again, he was thinking. It had taken her a long time to get over what happened to her at the Maelmord. He had seen how long it had taken. He didnât know that she had ever been the same since. She had warned him that the magic was dangerous, that you couldnât trust it, that it could turn on you even when you thought it was your friend. He remembered the haunted look in her eyes.
He leaned forward, folding his hands in front of him. âAllanonâs shade made it clear that she canât be exposed to the Ildatch a second timeânot even to a fragment of a page. She is too vulnerable to its magic, too susceptible to what it can do to humans, even one as powerful as she is. Someone else has to go, someone who hasnât been exposed to the power of the book before.â
Kimber reached out impulsively and took hold of his hands. âBut why you, Jair? Others could do this.â
âMaybe not. Dun Fee Aran is a Mwellret stronghold, and the page is concealed somewhere deep inside. Just finding it presents problems that would stop most from even getting close. But I have the magic of the wishsong, and I can use it to disguise myself. I can make it appear as if Iâm not there. That way, I can gain sufficient time to find the page without being discovered.â
âThe boy is right!â Cogline exclaimed, animated anew by the idea. âHe is the perfect choice!â
âGrandfather!â Kimber snapped at him.
The old man turned, running his gnarled fingers through his tangled beard. âStop yelling at me!â
âThen stop jumping to ridiculous conclusions! Jair is not the perfect choice. He might be able to get past the rets and into the fortress, but then he has to destroy the page and get out again. How is he to do that when all his magic can do is create illusions? Smoke and mirrors! How is he to defend himself against a real attack, one he is almost sure to come up against at some point?â
âWeâll go with him!â the old man declared. âWeâll be his protectors! Weâll take Whisperâjust as soon as he comes back from wherever heâs wandered off to. Dratted cat!â
Kimber ran a hand across her eyes as if trying to see things more clearly. âJair, do you understand what I am saying? This is hopeless!â
The Valeman didnât answer right away. He was remembering the third vision shown him by Allanonâs shade, the one he hadnât talked about. A jumble of uncertain images clouded by shadowy movement and wildness, it had frightened and confused him. Yet it had imbued him with a certainty of success, as well, a certainty so strong and unmistakable that he could not dismiss it.
âThe shade said that I would find a way,â he answered her. He hesitated. âIf I just believe in myself.â
She stared at him. âIf you just believe in yourself?â
âI know. It sounds foolish. And Iâm terrified of Dun Fee Aran, have been since I was imprisoned there by the Mwellret Stythys two years ago on my way to find Brin. I thought I was going to die in those cells. And maybe worse was going to happen first. I have never been so afraid of