a touch clearer about one or two things. What you know, or think you know, for example.â
âItâs understandable.â
âHereâs the thing, though. I know a few coppers pretty well, and watching you while Nigel got busy was pretty bloody interesting. See, some coppers, whatever they were doing or supposed to be doing, wouldnât have been able to stand by and let that happen. Theyâd have been jumping about, shouting the odds and making arrests, what have you. See what Iâm saying?â
âWhat if I had?â
Shepherd shrugged. âPain in the arse, but not a problem. I donât think Mr Anderson would be making a complaint. Nigel keeps himself to himself and Rayâs going to say fuck all.â He leaned forward. âThat right, Ray?â
Ray said fuck all.
âA couple of hours wasted at some police station and a couple of daysâ paperwork for some idiot who could be out catching suicide bombers. Thatâs about it.â
Paul couldnât argue.
âThen thereâs the copper who canât be seen to give a toss, because heâs playing some smart-arse game. Trying to ingratiate himself, whatever. All the same, something like thatâs going to get a reaction, right? He doesnât just sit there like heâs watching Jamie Oliver cutting up a fucking parsnip.â Twice, it seemed as though Shepherd were about to smile, and twice it died at the corners of his mouth. He looked like someone trying to see the joke but not quite making it.
At the nod from Shepherd, Nigel moved across and lurched out of the cab, holding the door open for Paul.
âWe should talk again,â Shepherd said.
âIf you like.â
âDefinitely, because I donât quite get it yet. I will , but not yet.â He pushed at the knot of his tie, picked at something on his lapel. âBecause youâre a different sort altogether, Paul. You sat there and you watched . . . that , and you didnât even flinch.â
FOUR
Javine was feeding the baby when Theo got in. Cradling him in the crook of her left arm, reaching around to keep the bottle where it should be, and flicking through the pages of a magazine with her free hand.
Theo stood in the doorway, held up the takeaway heâd picked up on his way back.
âLet me get him off first,â Javine said.
Theo carried the bag through to the kitchen, then came back and sat next to his girlfriend. Dug around the sofa cushion for the TV remote.
âOK day?â
He flicked through the channels. âWeather was good anyway. Something.â
Something, when youâre spending eight hours standing on one corner or another. Looking out. Running backwards and forwards.
âYeah, it was nice.â Javine stroked her sonâs cheek with the back of her fingers. âI took him over the park, met up with Gemma.â
Theo nodded, watched the baby guzzling for a minute. âHeâs seriously hungry, man.â
âThe powderâs not expensive,â Javine said.
âI know.â
âYou get it in bulk, same as nappies.â
âI didnât mean that.â Theo turned back to the TV. âItâs good, you know? A good sign.â
They watched most of EastEnders while the baby finished, and when Javine took him through to the bedroom Theo put the food in the microwave and took out the plates and forks. King prawn and mushroom for her; chilli beef for him. Egg fried rice and prawn crackers, cans of lager and Diet Coke. Some other soap on Sky Plus while they ate off their laps; that one up north with the farmers and shit. Theo couldnât keep up.
âGemma was talking about going out one night next week,â Javine said. âSome new club in Peckham. Says her brother can get us in.â
âYeah, OK.â
âSure?â
âI said.â
âIâll leave the bottles in the fridge.â
Theo pushed some rice around. âMaybe I could ask