right?â
I didnât do cute. And I had another problem. I wrung my hands and shuffled my feet. On top of everything I had against meânow I had to pee.
âIâd appreciate a lift, but can you just watch me until I get inside Gramsâs house?â I worked hard to control the whine in my voice. âMy mom will kill me if I wake her. She had a long day of driving.â
I held up the key to Gramsâs house and dangled it in the light. âSee? Hereâs my key. To my dead grandmotherâs house.â I pictured Grams shaking her head. Sometimesâ like now âI wished I didnât have to hear me talk.
âI promise.â I crossed my heart. âYou wonât catch me doing this again. I swear to God.â
I hoped he hadnât noticed my subtle wording that he wouldnât âcatch me doing this again.â I would definitely have to be more careful next time.
Deputy Tate heaved a sigh and pointed a finger at me. âIf I ever have to chase you down again for somethingâ¦â
I didnât let him finish.
âYou wonât. I promise.â I forced a grin. Smiling made my face hurt. âAnd thanks for the lift. I owe you one.â
âYeah, you do.â
I followed him to his squad car and kept my mouth shut, something I wished I had done earlier. But Iâd been serious about owing Deputy Tate. A guy in uniform, who knew how to bend the rules for a kid like me, was a good guy in my book and a real exception to the rule in this town.
For some reason, I seriously didnât want to let Will Tate downânot unless it became really, really⦠really necessary.
Next DayâNoon
I was dragging. And I was too stubborn to admit that pulling an all-nighter had anything to do with it. The brutal Oklahoma sun beat down on me as I pulled weeds and long strands of Bermuda grass from Gramsâs flower beds. And no matter where I worked, the heat made me miserable. I wiped the sweat off my forehead with the back of my hand and took a gulp of lukewarm water from a bottle.
I went against my natural instincts as a teenager and didnât complain. I figured the heat and sweat were my penance for Deputy Tate taking pity on me last night. All things considered, I should have felt lucky, except White Bird was on my mind.
Today was the day I would see him again.
A part of me desperately wanted to be with him and talk like we used to. Even being with him in our comfortable silences would have been great. I wondered how much he had changed or if he would notice that I had grown up, too. I wasnât that thirteen-year-old awkward girl at the creek anymore. I was a sixteen-year-old awkward girl. But a huge part of me dreaded seeing him in that placeâa mental hospitalâknowing I had something to do with why he was there.
I hadnât actually seen him kill Heather and I didnât know anything about why heâd done it. But walking away from a boy I had grown to loveâand betraying our relationship by siding with the sheriff and turning him in without talking to himâhadnât felt right, either. I was confused and completely unsure if I had done the right thing. And I knew my mom would have never understood that.
No one would.
âBren? Itâs pretty hot out here. You okay?â My momâs voice came from behind me. She was coming off the porch, heading toward me.
I sat back on my haunches to stretch my back and said, âIâm good.â
âYeah, you are. Youâve done a lot, honey.â She smiled and handed me a fresh bottle of cold water. âAll these beds were really overgrown. This whole front yard used to be nothing but flowers. Do you remember that?â
I nodded and shrugged before I sucked down the cold water.
âLooks like we have an audience.â Mom stared across the street and caught the movement of miniblinds in a front window. Iâd been seeing it all morning. We were the
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