said, âI give you Chesterton and Walpole.â
âExactly, gentlemen,â Nick said.
They drank. Bill filled up the glasses. They sat down in the big chairs in front of the fire.
âYou were very wise, Wemedge,â Bill said.
âWhat do you mean?â asked Nick.
âTo bust off that Marge business,â Bill said.
âI guess so,â said Nick.
âIt was the only thing to do. If you hadnât, by now youâd be back home working trying to get enough money to get married.â
Nick said nothing.
âOnce a manâs married heâs absolutely bitched,â Bill went on. âHe hasnât got anything more. Nothing. Not a damn thing. Heâs done for. Youâve seen the guys that get married.â
Nick said nothing.
âYou can tell them,â Bill said. âThey get this sort of fat married look. Theyâre done for.â
âSure,â said Nick.
âIt was probably bad busting it off,â Bill said. âBut you always fall for somebody else and then itâs all right. Fall for them but donât let them ruin you.â
âYes,â said Nick.
âIf youâd have married her you would have had to marry the whole family. Remember her mother and that guy she married.â
Nick nodded.
âImagine having them around the house all the time and going to Sunday dinners at their house, and having them over to dinner and her telling Marge all the time what to do and how to act.â
Nick sat quiet.
âYou came out of it damned well,â Bill said. âNow she can marry somebody of her own sort and settle down and be happy. You canât mix oil and water and you canât mix that sort of thing any more than if Iâd marry Ida that works for Strattons. Sheâd probably like it, too.â
Nick said nothing. The liquor had all died out of him and left him alone. Bill wasnât there. He wasnât sitting in front of the fire or going fishing tomorrow with Bill and his dad or anything. He wasnât drunk. It was all gone. All he knew was that he had once had Marjorie and that he had lost her. She was gone and he had sent her away. That was all that mattered. He might never see her again. Probably he never would. It was all gone, finished.
âLetâs have another drink,â Nick said.
Bill poured it out. Nick splashed in a little water.
âIf youâd gone on that way we wouldnât be here now,â Bill said.
That was true. His original plan had been to go down home and get a job. Then he had planned to stay in Charlevoix all winter so he could be near Marge. Now he did not know what he was going to do.
âProbably we wouldnât even be going fishing tomorrow,â Bill said. âYou had the right dope, all right.â
âI couldnât help it,â Nick said.
âI know. Thatâs the way it works out,â Bill said.
âAll of a sudden everything was over,â Nick said. âI donât know why it was. I couldnât help it. Just like when the three-day blows come now and rip all the leaves off the trees.â
âWell, itâs over. Thatâs the point,â Bill said.
âIt was my fault,â Nick said.
âIt doesnât make any difference whose fault it was,â Bill said.
âNo, I suppose not,â Nick said.
The big thing was that Marjorie was gone and that probably he would never see her again. He had talked to her about how they would go to Italy together and the fun they would have. Places they would be together. It was all gone now.
âSo long as itâs over thatâs all that matters,â Bill said. âI tell you, Wemedge, I was worried while it was going on. You played it right. I understand her mother is sore as hell. She told a lot of people you were engaged.â
âWe werenât engaged,â Nick said.
âIt was all around that you were.â
âI canât help it,â Nick
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