lightly touching the wall. Finding her way in the dark.
Adam was sitting up in the night-light glow of his room. A nightmare.
âHey, little boy. Mommaâs here.â
Rose knelt by his bed. Pushed the fringe of bangs from his face. Wiped the hot tear from his cheek.
âSee? Everythingâs okay. Just a bad dream.â
Adamâs little body shuddered, but he calmed, alert to the safety of his room, the comfort of his mother.
âWater?â he whispered, and Rose handed him the cup from his bedside. She watched his small hands wrap around its plastic sides. Watched him take a sip. Silently he handed it back, wiggling down into the covers.
Rose gave him a sleepy smile. âDo you want me to give you ideas for some good dreams?â
âYou always tell me the same things: puppies, kitties, ice cream.â
âAnd baseball.â This deeper voice came from the other half of the room. Isaac, in his bed, awake now to his mother and brother. Soon to be eight to Adamâs six.
Rose sighed. âI need some new material, huh?â
They nodded. Rose buried her head in Addyâs covers. Tired.
âGive me a break, guys. Itâs the middle of the night.â
Rose made it a habit never to ask the boys about their nightmares. On the rare occasions that Josh would go to them in the night, she would cringe when she heard him ask them what they had been dreaming about. What was the point? Why give the dark dreams any more hold on their consciousness? Instead she would give them new things to dream about. Happy thoughts.
But at the moment, she was having a tough time thinking of anything other than the rote list she always supplied them with. A minute ago she had been with Hugo ⦠she searched her half-dormant brain for ideas.
âCan you tell us what you were dreaming when you woke up? Was Hugo there?â
âShut up, stupid! Hugoâs always there!â
True, thought Rose, but still, âIsaac, thatâs a bad word. You owe me fifty cents.â
Adam was excited now, curling his knees under his blankets. âDid you guys get to Castle City?â
âThey canât get to Castle City, âcause itâs got an invisible shield around it.â
âHugo can figure out how to get past an invisible shield.â
âNo, he canât.â
âYes, he can.â
âNo, he canât.â
âStop.â
The boys looked at her. Alert as a spring afternoon. Expectant.
She sighed.
âWe were on the beach.â
âThe pink beach?â
âWere the Spiders there?â
The boys talked over each other, their questions a tumble of syllables. Rose smiled. âYes. No.â
âAdamâs afraid of the Spiders.â
Rose crept a playful hand toward Isaacâs bed. âSo am I. They could gobble you up! Yum! Yum!â Isaac giggled as she found his belly, burying tickles in his soft flesh.
Adam was not going to let her get off topic, though. âBut you saidââ
âNo Spiders this time.â
âDid the sun come out?â
Rose nodded. Her mind filled with the memory. âAnd it lit a path all the way down the beach.
âAnd Hugo was so excited. And he ran.
âAnd I ran after him. And then when he reached where the sun was shining he jumpedâ¦â
For a moment Rose was in two places. The dark close of the boysâ room and the open reaches of the shore. She remembered Hugoâs feet meeting the illuminated sand, then his body rising, back arched, joyous, open to the sky.
âAnd he flew high, high, high into the sky.â Adam knew this dream by heart.
âAnd then so did I.â
Rose felt her own feet impact the sand. Felt her breath escape her as her body was thrown into the air. Above, Hugo reached his hand back toward her, his face in shadow. She reached up to take it.
âAnd then what?â
Suddenly, Rose was only on the floor of the boysâ room. The smell of
editor Elizabeth Benedict