through the car window.
Mama had disappeared inside, but her voice came drifting out to us. âThereâs no snakes. Thereâs even some furniture. Come on.â
I looked at Toby and he looked at me.
âYou think thereâs really snakes in there?â he said.
âSnakes and worse,â I said. âProbably rats and spiders and dead stuff.â
Toby started wailing. Mama came out and made her way back to the car, pushing the bushes aside to make a path. âCome on,â she said, opening the door and gathering up the box and trash bags and stuff.
âNo,â I said. âIâm staying here.â
âNo,â Toby said. âIâm staying here.â
Mama slammed the box down and yanked the back door open.
âListen here,â she hollered. âIâm doing the best I can. At least weâll have a roof over our heads and some room to spread out. It wonât be for long.â
âHow long?â I said.
She sighed. âNot long,â she said. âI almost have enough for rent, but most places want a deposit, too.
You two just donât get it.â Her voice started getting louder until she was hollering again. âYou think all I got to do is snap my fingers and bingo!â She pounded on top of the car. âThereâs the rent and thereâs the deposit and thereâs the gas for the car,â she yelled. âAnd snap , thereâs electricity and water and phone. Not to mention food and clothes and doctors and STUFFâ She kicked the car when she yelled the word âstuff.â
Toby and I jumped.
âNow get out of the dern car and come inside,â she said. Then she picked up the box and started back through the bushes toward the house.
I gathered up my pillow and our beach towel wall. âCome on, Toby,â I said. âLetâs go.â
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The house smelled damp and moldy. The floor was littered with leaves and acorns. In the front room, a lumpy couch stood underneath the plywood-covered window. Mice or rats or something had chewed through the fabric to the foam stuffing beneath. Stacks of yellowing newspapers were piled in one corner. Two empty cans of pork and beans sat on a rusty wood stove.
I followed Mama into the kitchen. The cracked linoleum floor was sticky and made squeaky noises as we walked across it. I wrinkled my nose and peered into the sink. Twigs and dirt that had fallen through a hole in the
ceiling floated in a puddle of dark brown water. I turned the faucet, but no water came out. Not even one little drop. In one corner of the kitchen, a wobbly table was covered with empty soda cans and beer bottles. Cigarette butts were scattered on the floor beneath it.
âOur nasty ole car is better than this place,â I said, but Mama acted like she didnât hear me. She set the box on the table and pushed her hair out of her face.
âYâall bring the rest of our stuff in and letâs start cleaning this place up,â she said.
That night, I lay on the floor on top of piled-up clothes, covered with my beach towel, and stared at the mildewed ceiling.
In one corner, rain had leaked in and left a dark spot.
I narrowed my eyes, and that dark spot looked just like Willy. His ears and his eyes and even his whiskers. That morning, I had pushed him right out of my mind and now here he was back again, all because of this awful old house.
I could hear Mama tossing and turning on the other side of the room. Toby was curled up next to me. Every now and then his leg jerked. I bet he was dreaming about spiders and snakes.
I wanted more than anything to go to sleep so I wouldnât have to think about stuff, but I couldnât. I just lay there thinking about how everything had gotten so messed up and all. Then I remembered an Aesopâs fable
that Mr. White had read us in school. The one about the hares and the frogs. I could still hear him reading the moral at the end.