infrequent since heâd first met her. âNow tell me the rest. Iâm sure thereâs more to the story.â
âOh, there most definitely is. Justin was bored withhis beauty within a fortnight, as her conversations veered from demands that he compliment her every outfit to reciting endless minutiae about the outfits of other women of their acquaintance. He saidâand I remember it well because he was so very serious at the time, if a bit in his cupsâthat she could probably recite the names of every fabric, gee-gaw and thingamabob known to man with much more ease than she could the alphabet.â
âPoor man. Poor wife.â
âShe found solace,â Tanner said, deciding it was time he took advantage of a break in the endless train of vehicles, and turned his curricle toward a nearby exit to the street. Seeing Justin again had been a shock, albeit a good one. âFrom what Iâve heard, not from Justin, who would never have allowed such an indiscretion, she found a variety of ways to comfort herself. Gowns, jewelsâ¦a long line of other men more than willing to keep reassuring her she was beautiful.â
âWas beautiful? Does that meanâ?â
âYes, it does, but not soon enough to save Justin, Iâm afraid, even though that sounds callous. A month before Danielle met an unfortunate end tripping down a length of marble stairs at Carlton House after catching a heel on the outrageously flounced hem of her gownâthe Prince of Wales had to take to his bed for a week after the accidentâone of her lovers made the mistake of bragging about his latest conquest. Justin felt bound to call the man out, defending the honor of his dishonorable wife.â
âHe killed the man?â
âHe hadnât planned to, but yes. I served as one of Justinâs seconds, so I saw it all. His fool opponent turned to fire on the count of two. We called out to warn Justin. He turned at once, and fired in self-defense. But the man was still dead, and Justin had to flee the country. Itâs only his valuable service to the Crown, I imagine, and the passing of years that has allowed him to return to England. I wonder how heâll be received now, eight long years later. The man he killed was the second son of an earl, you understand. Thereâs always a new bit of gossip to keep the ton happy, but that old gossip couldnât be so far beneath the surface of many memories. Not with Justin showing himself so boldly in the Park. Itâs as if heâs encouraging everyone to talk about him.â
âBut youâll stand by him.â
Tanner looked at her. She hadnât framed her words as a question. âYes, I will. Even thoughâno, especially because the old hurts donât seem so far beneath Justinâs own surface now that heâs returned to England. He may have been teasing with you, but the wounds of his failed marriage and the consequences seem to have served to jade his opinion toward women.â
âOr perhaps served to undermine his faith in his own judgment when it comes to women,â Lydia said, causing Tanner to look at her sharply.
âJustin Wilde? Unsure of himself? I wouldnât think that possible.â
ââDoubts are more cruel than the worst of truths,ââLydia said quietly. âAfter making what he has admitted to you was a terrible mistake on the part of his heart so many years ago, how can he now trust his own judgment?â
Tanner turned his pair of bays into Grosvenor Square, wishing he hadnât chosen to desert the park so soon, for now he had no excuse to continue this unsettling conversation. âMolière again. And, again, from Le Misanthrope . He needs a friend, doesnât he? For all his appearance of being so secure and confident.â
âHe has a friend,â Lydia said, putting her gloved hand on Tannerâs arm. âAnd I know from personal experience that you