devouring the extra-large carton of popcorn in his lap.
âMorgan! Hey! Sit over here!â
It was Sarahâs boyfriend, Dylan. As usual, he was defying conventional notions of coolness by sitting apart from his friends, all the way down frontâthe better to cheer for his woman.
âI saved you a seat!â he yelled to me. At least I thought thatâs what he yelled. The pregame noise in the gymnasium was deafening. But then he patted the balled-up coat on the bleacher next to him and made a âcome on downâ gesture. I fought my way through the crowd to where he was sitting, and he pushed his coat over to make room for me.
âAwesome,â he said. âSarah told me to make sure you got a good seat, if you came.â
I smiled, but my feelings were all over the place: I was pleased to know that I still mattered that much to Sarah, sad to think that she thought I might not come, embarrassed to admit that I almost didnât. âThatâs nice,â I said. âThanks.â
âNo prob!â he said, eyes locked on the referee. âSarah says youâre like a rabbitâs foot: You always bring her good luckâokey dokey, here we go!â
The ref blew the whistle and the first half began. It was a good game from the start, but more interesting to me than the game itself was watching Dylan watch Sarah play.
âShhhh!â he hissed when Sarah was trying to get possession of the ball, as if a high school gym packed full of crazed fans could be shushed quiet. âGo Sarah! Get it get it get it get it, she got it, go baby go baby GO!â When Sarah jumped high and slam-dunked the ball into the net, and the home team crowd screamed and chanted, Go âWiches, go âWiches!, Dylan looked like he was about to go airborne with pride.
Either the dude really digs basketball or this is a man in love , I thought. He couldnât take his eyes off her. Sarah was oblivious, her concentration totally on the game.
Forsaking my usual too-cool-to-act-like-a-fool attitude, I followed Dylanâs example and cheered my brains out for theâWiches. When Sarah scored we bounced up and down and slapped high fives. At halftime, Mike Fitch came down to deliver a couple of extra-large Cokes, unasked.
âNice lungs on you two.â Mike handed us the drinks. âYou must be parched. Drink up.â
âMike, you know Morgan, right?â Dylan said it in the most casual way, but the odds of me knowing who Mike Fitch was were much greater than the odds of Mike knowing who I was.
âNot well enough.â Mike grinned. âWe should hang out sometime. Later, sports fans!â
Another girl might have read something into that exchange, but I knew better. Mike was always nice to everyone. Being charming was part of his charm. Go figure.
The âWiches won, largely thanks to Sarahâs fierce play. I watched Dylan hug her afterward, as she stood panting in her sweat-soaked uniform, and felt something heavy form inside my chest. You could call it jealousy, I guess, or your standard third-wheel feeling. Itâs just that I wanted somebody to look at me the way Dylan had been looking at Sarah all night. With that kind of devotion, so strong and so real that it wouldnât matter if we had to wait a year or two to be together, even if there was an ocean of oceans keeping us apart.
In the not-so-distant days when my parents were getting along better, my dad used to call my mom Appleââbecause sheâs the apple of my eye,â heâd explained to Tammy, who still found it confusing that Momâs real name was Helen and not Mom. Iâd always thought that expression sounded grossâwhoâd want to put an apple in his eye? But now I understood.
Iâm always looking at you, is what it meant. When I gaze out at the world, youâre in the middle of everything I see.
Sarah, Dylan, the girls on the team and all their respective