a sinking feeling as I thank him and turn to the server.
âCan I have a juice instead?â I ask. âI hate coffee.â
She smiles, but it doesnât reach her eyes. My mother told me you can tell if someoneâs really smiling if it wrinkles the skin around their eyes. She jots down a note. âMay I also recommend the ham,â she says, opening a menu to point to it.
I crinkle my nose. âHam tastes too much like pig.â I smile. âHow about pancakes?â I ask, pretending it has nothing to do with my mother. Pretending itâs not an attempt to feel close to her. The server scans the menu like sheâs not sure they have them listed, and I glance at her name tagâ TANYA .
âGreat choice,â she says, snapping the menu shut. It sends a breeze over my face and hair. âAnd a side?â
âYou pick,â I say as a peace offering. She stares at me like Iâve said the wrong thing. The hairs on the back of my neck rise, and I begin to fidget with my napkin to distract myself.
âFruit, then,â she says, and rounds the table toward Daniel. Iâm unsettled, but I watch as she takes his order. Her short, curly black hair is pulled back in a headband, her dark skin complemented by red lipstick. As if sensing me, she glances over and I lower my eyes.
âYou all right?â my father asks, startling me. âYou look pale.â
âJust hungry,â I say, spreading my napkin on my lap. When the server is gone, I pull my chair closer to the table, to my family. âDid you know this place is supposed to be haunted?â I ask.
Daniel rolls his eyes. âYeah, Catherine mentioned it last night. I guess itâs how they stay in business. Weâre in the middle of nowhere.â
âIâve been thinking about it,â our dad says between sips of coffee. âHow about we stay another night?â
âReally?â I ask, a smile spreading across my face. Another night at the Ruby would be a dream. Not only does it postpone my misery, itâll give me a chance to check out the cute guy from the party.
âHow about two nights?â Daniel asks. âIâve got plans, Dad. Even Iâm not good enough to pull them off in a mere forty-eight hours.â
âUntil Friday, then,â he says, holding up his cup. âWeâll be together until Friday.â Daniel and I exchange another glance, but I donât let the comment drag me into the possibilities of after. This moment is too good. âNow,â my father continues. âTell me more about this Catherine girl.â
Daniel launches into his thrilling plans to woo Catherine, and itâs fifteen minutes later when Tanya sets a plate in front of me. There are scrambled eggs with garnish, and on the side is a steaming slice of ham, bright pink against the white plate. I lift my gaze to Tanyaâs and she smiles.
âBon appétit,â she whispers, handing me a steak knife. I swallow hard, taking it from her hand. I could argue, cause a scene. But Daniel and my dad are so happy right now. I wouldnât ruin this moment for anything. Not even for pancakes.
I saw into the slab of meat, thinking Iâll have to choke it down if I hope to curb my growling stomach. I shove a thick chunk in my mouth, readying my hand on my glass. Tanya turns to grab another plate off the tray, and a flash of red catches my eye. I drop my silverware with a loud clang, terrified. Tanyaâs bleedingâon her side sheâs got a fist-size splotch of blood. My mouth is full of food as I try to get the words out, pointing my shaking finger in her direction. My father furrows his brow when I get his attention.
âIs it not to your liking?â Tanya interrupts, sounding concerned. I turn back to her; the blood is gone. Her crisp white shirt is stain-free, pressed and neat. My hands are shaking, and I flick my stare between the missing spot and her face.