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particular taste.” He said as he drank his shot and I followed
suit. I looked around the room, taking in the beautiful dark colors
and abstract artwork that lined the walls.
    “I like your taste.” I said shyly.
    “That’s not what I meant.” He relied with a
grin as he refilled the glasses. “I like to be in control.” He
explained. “But I will never do anything you don’t want me to do.”
He continued and the conversation was making me nervous. He walked
around the island and placed his hand on my neck, sliding his
fingers down over my chest, stopping just before reaching my
breasts. I arched my body towards him and bit my lip with
anticipation. His breathing was heavy and I could tell he was
struggling with whether or not to go through with this. “I
understand.” I replied.
    “If you understood you wouldn’t keep biting
your lip like that.” He replied, his voice low. He leaned in to
kiss me, pushing his body against mine. I backed up against the
island, the counter digging into my back. I ran my hands over his
chest and fumbled with the buttons of his shirt. My fingers shook
with nervousness. He captured my hands in his and held them. “Have
you ever done this before?” he asked, his eyes searching mine.
    “I don’t make it a habit of sleeping with
teachers.” I replied tartly.
    “That’s not what I meant.” He said, and I
knew exactly what he was asking.
    “No” I replied shyly, looking into his chest,
afraid to make eye contact.
    He pushed back from me, his expression shone
of horror. Feeling embarrassed, I crossed my arms over my
chest.
    “Look at me.” He demanded but I could not
bring myself to do it. “Look at me.” He growled as he took his
fingers and tipped my chin up. His eyes searched mine for a moment
and he looked just as upset as I was. “I can’t do this.” He said
quietly and ran his fingers through his dark hair. He turned his
back to me and I wished I could disappear. The alcohol was warming
my body and I suddenly felt overwhelmed with emotion. I felt the
tears welling up in my eyes. I knew I could not keep them from
falling so I headed towards the door.
    “I’ll find my own way home.” I called behind
me, trying to hide the shaking in my voice. Mr. Honor followed and
grabbed my arm as I reached the door, turning me around to face
him. My tears had begun to fall and as he looked at me with
sadness, I could not stop them. He stared at me for a moment with
pity. I wanted to scream. I pulled my hand from his grip and left,
slamming the door behind me. I made my way down the dimly lit
staircase. I realized my books where still in his car but I decided
to leave them. It was taking all of my strength not to break down
and cry. I just wanted to get as far away from here as
possible.

Chapter Ten
    I pulled out my cell phone and called Becka
as I walked down the gravel road back to the main part of town.
    “Hey!” she yelled into the receiver. I pulled
it back from my ear and turned the volume down.
    “Hey! What’s going on?” I asked, shouting
back at her. It sounded like she was standing in the middle of a
rock concert.
    “I’m at the bar with Claire and a couple guys
from school. I’m fucking wasted!” she giggled and I could hear
people cheer in the background. “You should come! I heard Jeff
thinks you’re fucking hot!” I searched my mind, trying to place
Jeff but the name did not sound familiar at all.
    “Where are you?” I asked but all I could here
was laughter and loud music. After a moment, the line went dead.
“Fuck” I mumbled to myself. My phone lit up and buzzed in my
hand.
    “Come get me.” I said as I answered.
    “Where are you?” Mr. Honor replied. I pulled
the phone back from my ear and read the caller I.D. It said
‘unknown caller’.
    “Like you care.” I replied, not trying to
hide my anger towards him. I felt completely rejected.
    “I just want to make sure you make it home
safely.” He replied and I could hear the