JT. She missed him. Terribly. Sniffing, she surreptitiously swiped at her eyes.
âAre you crying?â Sethâs voice rose in a rather uncoplike way.
She could distinctly hear the universal male horror at the thought of her tears. She lied when she said, âNo,â the catch in her voice giving herself away entirely.
âYou are crying. I know youâre crying. Iâve got three sisters, and I can tell crying when I hear crying.â
The fact heâd witnessed his sistersâ tears obviously hadnât hardened Seth to the sight.
She gave one more healthy sniff and blinked back the waterworks. âYouâve said the word crying more than any manâespecially a copâshould. And youâre wrong. Iâm not crying. I haveâ¦allergies. And Iâm pretty sure the thing Iâm most allergic to is you and your bossy ways.â
âRight, allergies.â
He was probably used to women hanging all over him and thought she was kidding. Well, she wasnât. She didnât need a keeper. âBut letâs be honest, I donâtowe you any allergy explanations, and I certainly donât have to check in with you when Iâm going about my business. So good afternoon, Lieutenant.â She started down the hall.
Seth easily matched her pace.
âMay I come, too?â he asked.
âWhy?â she asked defensively. âTo keep an eye on the pregnant woman who obviously doesnât have enough sense to take care of herself?â
âNo, of course not. I want to come because Iâm worried about JT, too.â
She could have taken offense if he was trying to control or protect her, but she couldnât quite manage it if he was simply trying to help JT. She eyed him suspiciously. âReally?â
âCops care, too.â Then he smiled, held up a few fingers and said, âPolicemanâs honor.â
She sighed. âFine. Iâll give you the address. You can meet me there.â It wasnât the most gracious invitation, but she wasnât feeling overly gracious.
âOrâ¦â
âOr?â she repeated as she continued down the hall.
âOr, I could drive and bring you back afterward to pick up your car.â
She wanted to say no. As a matter of fact, she wanted to say hell no. But instead, she found herself saying, âFine.â She was hopeless at directions. For her birthday last year, Jay had given her a GPS. Sheâd laughed, telling him she wasnât planning any out-of-town trips.
Heâd responded he knew that. The GPS was for navigating around town.
And for the first time since he died, she remembered Jay and had an urge to laugh rather than cry.
She glanced at the quiet police officer next to her, and though he wore the same uniform, there werenât any other similarities to Jay.
Jay had worn his hair on the shaggy side of long, compared to Sethâs military cut. And Jay had been quick to laugh. She hadnât seen any signs of quick laughter in Seth Keller. Heâd smiled, but even then, the expression hadnât quite reached his eyes. He wasnât grim. Moreâ¦sad. She wondered what had happened to make him that way.
They walked in silence to the parking lot and he led her to a huge truck. It was blue and had one of the cabs that had a backseat with a second door. It also sat about a mile off the ground.
Somehow Laura needed to get her beached-whale self up and into it. She was pretty sure it was going to take a forklift. She was about to ask if maybe Seth would consider taking her car when he said, âWould you be offended if I offered you a hand?â
âIâm practical enough to admit I do need a hand.â
He got her settled in the giant truck. She gave him JTâs address and they drove in silence toward the nice section of town. Seth stopped in front of a neat, two-story brick house.
Laura slid out of the truck with more ease than sheâd gotten in. She