extraordinarily close to tears. Exhaustion, of course. âYou donât have to do that, Drake.â
âI know,â he said, âbut since Iâve known you all your life, I donât feel right leaving you when youâre so obviously jet-lagged. My driver is waiting outside.â
She hesitated, hoping against hope the usual antagonism wouldnât flare up. âIf thatâs what you want.â
âIt is.â
âRight, wellâ¦I have to say yes and thank you. But Iâm taking you out of your way, arenât I?â
âIt would hardly be the first time,â he said tersely. âI suppose I could change my plans to accommodate yours. It wonât matter much. We could fly back tomorrow. The alternative for you would be many more hours spent arranging connecting flights.â
âI canât ask you to do that.â She spoke quietly, feeling all the distrust and conflicts just below the surface.
âWhy not? Itâs not as though you donât have enough on your plate. I heard your father is back on Eden.â
She shrugged. âHeath Cavanagh?â
âThereâs no remote possibility your father is anyone else.â The last time theyâd met, theyâd managed to fight bitterly about her paternity. Accusations full of impotence, despair and fury. The acridity still hung in the air between them.
âDonât letâs go over that again.â Her breathing was ragged.
âItâd please me greatly never to hear you insinuate it again.â
âWhat do you know, anyway, Drake?â She stared directly into his dark eyes.
âI know youâre your own worst enemy.â As had happened so many times in the past, their conversation jumped to the deeply personal. No in-betweens. âYouâre incredibly bitter about your father.â
âAnd you arenât?â Her eyes blazed.
Briefly he touched her arm, a calming gesture that nevertheless had steel in it.
âNo one could call us friends anymore, could they, Drake.â She made an effort to pull herself together, conscious that people were looking their way.
Drake moved to the relative privacy of a broad column. âFate took care of that,â he said dryly, âbut weâre still neighbors.â
âSo we are. We get invited to the same places.â
âHow else would I have seen you in the last five years?â he went on, looking into her face. âChristmas parties, a wedding or two, polo matchesâ¦the last time, a picnic race meeting. One has to be grateful for small mercies. Things could change if you really wanted them to, Nicole. You have one solution at hand for this ongoing cause of conflict.â
Hope spurted, died. âYouâre talking my father, DNA?â She tipped her head. Tall herself, she still had to look up at him.
âIt would settle the paternity issue once and for all.â There was challenge in his voice.
âI couldnât bring myself to ask him.â
âYou donât have to ask him.â
âI need permission. Thatâs how it works.â
He kept his eyes on her. âYou have a question. I have the answer. The decision is up to you. So far youâve just made things hard for yourself. And me, too.â
She shrugged, conscious of the truth of his claim. âHave you seen him?â
âI donât normally pop over to Eden to say hello.â
âOnce you did.â
âYes.â Images of her as a bright and beautiful young girl flashed into his mind. Sheâd been quite the tomboy, determined, adventurous, brave in her way. Never the sort of kid that tagged along like her cousin, Joel. She had a wonderful natural way with horses, too, which had created an additional bond between them, plus a great love of their awe-inspiring desert homeland.
âHeath is supposed to be dying,â she found herself confiding. âAt least thatâs what Siggy
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