chairs. In the center of the table sat a bouquet of flowers. White-and-blue gingham curtains hung at the window above the sink. Morning or evening, the sun would make the place cheery.
Lauren had built herself a nice life. A life he didnât belong in. âWhat am I doing?â he muttered.
He leaned his forehead against the cool door of the refrigerator. Lord, I canât do this. I canât help her. I canât help anyone. Iâve already proven that.
Grace.
His breath caught. The word reverberated in his head.
He gave a soft, wry laugh. âYes, Lord, Youâre big enough to forgive me, but I canât forgive myself.â Guilt rode him hard, making him turn away from everyone, even God.
But he couldnât abandon Lauren. She shouldnât have to suffer because he couldnât deal with playing caretaker for a couple of days. Heâd help her out. Heâd promised.
Just a day or so. Fix her a few meals, see that she was comfortable and safe, until her mother arrived. Not that hard to do. Then he could go back to what heâd come to Cannon Beach forâsolitude.
âYou can come back in,â Lauren called out.
Taking a bracing breath, Sean reentered the living room.
âI should call my mom. Would you mind bringing me the phone?â Lauren asked. âItâs on the entryway table.â
A light blinked on the phoneâs square base. âYou have a message.â
Laurenâs eyes widened. Was that panic darkening her gaze?
âDo you want me to play it?â
She nodded.
Sean pushed the button with the play symbol. A womanâs voice filled the room. âHi, dear, itâs Mom. Just wanted to remind you Iâm leaving on the cruise for the week, but Iâll be back in time to come to Cannon Beach for Christmas.â
The air left Seanâs lungs in a swoosh as he stared at the beautiful stranger heâd rescued and realized there was no getting out of his promise anytime soon.
THREE
âY ou didnât know your mother was leaving?â
The unmistakable surprise in Seanâs voice made Lauren shrug, as she tried not to let on how uncomfortable she was. Having a visitor wasnât something she did often, or ever, really. Other than her mom. âIâd forgotten about the cruise. She told me about it a while ago. Iâm not my motherâs keeper. She comes and goes as she pleases.â At least ever since Lauren had struck out on her own and Mom hadnât been encumbered with taking care of her. âSheâll call when sheâs on her way here.â
He considered her, his thoughts veiled. âThen youâll have to come with me back to Aunt Maryâs.â
Lauren scoffed. âNo.â
He mimicked her scoff. âYes.â
âIâve been enough of a burden to you, Iâm not going to trouble your aunt as well,â she stated firmly.
âWhen I called Mary from the hospital to tell her what had happened, she issued the invitation. I didnât bring it up because you said your mom would be coming. But since thatâs not the case, I know Mary would insist on you staying with us. Sheâs looking forward to meeting you.â
Laurenâs dander rose. She narrowed her eyes. âYou canât just come in and start planning my life.â
He held up a hand. âNo oneâs trying to plan or run or control you. Thisââ
âI disagrââ
âJust hear me out,â he interjected, as she had. âIt makes more sense for you to stay in the bed-and-breakfast while youâre waiting for your mother. Iâll be there working and Mary will love the company. Sheâll never admit as much, but ever since Uncle Bill passed on, sheâs been lonely. I think you two will hit it off. So, actually, youâll be doing me a favor by distracting my aunt.â
Lauren shifted her aching foot on the pillow. Sean sure knew how to turn things around. Lauren