your getting paid!â he shouts, his face screwed up. âJust let her die in peace. She deserves that much.â
âWho is it?â a reedy voice calls from inside the dark house. âIs it Stephanie?â
I shove the guy aside and shoulder my way through the door,using my big plastic basket. He shouts and follows me, but Iâm too fast. Grief makes people slow, like moving through water. My mom was like that when my dad left. I was just a little kid, but I remember.
I barrel down the hall, toward a room where machines hiss with quiet rhythm. An old woman huddles in the center of a swaybacked bed, surrounded by pillows. The smell of urine and worse lurks under the cheap air fresheners lined up on a windowsill. I slam the door shut and twist the lock, and the guy curses and yanks it from the other side.
âStephanie?â she says, squinting.
âAre you Eloise Framingham?â I ask, breathless, before I lose my nerve.
âYes,â she rasps. Sheâs got tubes cascading down her face, and a pink silk scarf struggles to stay tied around her bald head. Sheâs nothing but bone, just paper skin collapsed around a flat, hollow frame. Her smooth, well-manicured hands are the only sign that sheâs much younger than she looks, that sheâs being eaten inside by disease. One hand flutters to her concave chest, the nails fake and thick and a beautiful, rosy pink. âIs that for me?â she asks.
I smile and nod, my lips wobbling. âCould you sign this, please?â
Her signature is just a jerky line, and she falls back against her pillows with a gasp of pain at the effort. I have never pitied someone so much in my life. And I hate myself for being grateful that whatIâm about to do will be as much of a mercy as it is a murder.
I hold the first button of my shirt up to my mouth and whisper, âBy Valor Congressional Order number 7B, your account is past due and hereby declared in default. Due to your failure to remit all owed monies and per your signature just witnessed and accepted, you are given two choices. You may either sign your loyalty over to Valor Savings as an indentured collections agent for a period of five days or forfeit your life. Please choose.â
âIâm sorry?â
Iâve read it so fast and low that thereâs no way she could have heard anything over her machines. I walk across the worn carpet and hold out the card, and she takes it, her beautiful fingers trembling. And thereâs no way she could do what Iâm doing because thereâs no way she can even stand up.
âWhat the hell did you just say to her?â the guy shouts through the door, his body slamming against the wood. I just need it to hold a little longer.
Eloise looks over the card, and my heart wrenches in my chest at how spastic and yet elegant her movements are. She must have been a dancer once. Sheâs like a dying queen, like a deer struck by a car trying to stand on severed legs. Her carved ivory eyes scan the card from purple hollows, and she meets my gaze and nods.
âI donât mind.â She holds her chin up. âAnd I forgive you.â
She closes her eyes. I sit the basket gently on the ground. Theflimsy door is banging and slamming behind me, the lock about to break. Just as it flies open, I whip out the Glock and shoot Eloise Framingham in her bird-bone chest. She falls back onto the pillows with every bit of grace I imagined. Her lips curl up in a smile. Iâm trembling, but sheâs not. Not anymore.
âWhat did you do?â the guy shouts. âWhat the hell did you just do?â
He runs past me to the bed, holding the womanâs broken body to his chest and sobbing.
âWhat was that?â a worried voice calls from the hall, and a college-Âage girl in a tracksuit appears in the doorway.
âCall the police!â the guy yells. âShe shot my mom!â
The girl gasps behind her hand and