I would wake up from this nightmare, but no such luck. One moment, we were happy and being crowned the cutest couple, and now we were strangers in the night. I never wanted to physically kill anyone, but this sea-monkey looking bitch made me wanna gauge her eyeballs out and hang ‘em in Ty’s truck like a pair of dice. This was when I knew it was time for me to hang up. Nothing good was going to come from me having those types of thoughts, so I hung up on her triflin’ ass. I knew that if I continued to entertain her whore-ish ass, it would only lead to me doing something really heinous to her. As mad as I was, she wasn’t worth it.
Chapter Five: Presley
The next morning as I drew my first breath, I was already in tears. I tried desperately not to cry in front of the boys, but the pain was unbearable. Looking at Darren and Tyler made it even worse. They were so innocent. They didn’t deserve for their family to be out of sorts like this.
I held myself together long enough to get the boys off to school. Slowly, I walked back to our townhouse. With each step, my feet felt heavier. I was heavier. My heart was heavier. Somehow, I managed to make it to my bathroom. I glared at myself in the mirror. I didn’t look the same as I did before he admitted his affair to me. As my tears attempted to cleanse my soul, I snapped.
“Ahhhhh!!!!!!!! You BASTARD!” I screeched, “Whyyyy???!!!!”
I knocked all toiletries onto the floor, lotions and perfumes scattered across the floor. I didn’t care. I was hurt. Ty came busting into the bathroom as I slid down the wall.
“Presley! What is wrong with you?”
“YOU! You are what’s wrong with me!” I shouted. “I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU!”
In that moment, I was reliving it again and I did hate him. I hated him because I loved him so much. Just the thought of him freely giving what was supposed to be just for me made me sick. I broke loose from his grasp and began to wail on him wildly.
“Presley,” he yelped. “Stop hitting me!”
We tousled as Ty grabbed me placing me in an uncomfortable bear hug. I struggled to break free as he rested his head on my shoulder.
“Presley, I know you mad at me, baby, but you can’t do this. You’re gonna hurt yourself.”
“Oh, NOW you don’t want me to get hurt?! Fuck you! Get away from me!”
I forcefully swung the door open and ran out. My heart was breaking into a million pieces and I didn’t like it. I lay on my bed and bawled my eyes out. I began to question myself. Was something wrong with me? Did he not love me anymore? Was he not attracted to me anymore? I didn’t even know what she looked like. Was she prettier than me? What did she do that I didn’t do? Did she fuck him better? Why did I feel as if the walls were closing in on me? Nah, fuck that! This wasn’t about me. I was as sexy as they fucking came. My hair flowing down my back, beautiful skin, dreamy eyes, ass and hips and pretty feet would make any man happy. Tyrone was just stupid as fuck. He never had a bitch like me and he never would. I wondered what this bitch looked like. I BET she didn’t come close to me.
“Presley?”
Ty softly tapped me on my shoulder as I jerked away from him.
“I’m sorry,” he sighed.
He was sorry? I was so fucking tired of him saying he was sorry. We both knew the only reason he was sorry was because he got caught. He couldn’t manage his shit. That is what happened. Ugh! I wasn’t in my right mind at the moment. I needed to get out of here. I packed an overnight bag and left.
“Where are you going?” Ty questioned as he followed me out of the door.
“Away from your cheating ass!”
“What about the boys? You know I gotta go to work,” he reminded me.
“Naw, what you have to do is stay yo’ ass here and play Mr. Mom for the fucking day. Especially, since I do it all day, every day. You can go one day without seeing your bitch I am sure! She’ll still be there tomorrow,” I replied as