social arena. Leah accompanies me to various public appearances. And I return the favor. Thatâs all.â
The older detective cleared his throat. âWhereâve you been for the past two days?â he asked, his tone friendlier than his partnerâs.
âOut on a fishing boat with a couple of my late fatherâs friends. Itâs an annual event.â
Thomas waited for the next question. And all the questions after that. He could handle them. And then heâd be free to get on with his life.
Even if that meant living in a house that was empty and far too quiet. Going to bed alone. But then heâd never been one to require much sleep.
3
T he little guy went down without a fuss. It wasnât all that unusual. Taylor was a great kid. He played hard. Ate well. And slept when it was time. He was a tribute to the woman whoâd borne him.
The woman who was pouring a diet soda before joining Scott in the living room Wednesday evening. There was only one lamp burning softly on a small table in the corner. As was the case most evenings when he and Tricia were home together, the television remained silent. Heâd put a couple of new age jazz CDs in the player, turning the volume down low. And was sitting in the middle of the L-shaped sectional sofa, dressed in one of the pairs of silk lounging slacks from his old life that heâd never quite been able to abandon and a ten-year-old faded blue San Diego Fire Department T-shirt. He rested his arm along the overstuffed cushion.
âYou sure you donât want anything?â Her voice, as she called from the kitchen, sounded normal enough.
âNo, thanks.â What he wanted was a beer. But if hestarted drinking, he wasnât apt to stop, and hungover wasnât the way he wanted to begin his four-day-off rotation. Hungoverâor worse, drunkâwasnât the way he wanted Taylor to see him. Ever.
Taylor. Why couldnât the baby have fussed a bit tonight? Distracted them? Cut into the time Scott generally lived forâtime alone with the most fascinating woman heâd ever held in his arms.
âI brought you a beer,â she said, walking around the corner. She didnât hand him the bottle, setting it on the low square table in front of him, instead. Then she curled up a couple of cushions down from him, balancing her glass of soda on one jean-clad thigh.
Most nights she changed into pajamas right after Taylor went down.
âThanks.â He picked up the bottle, taking a sip since sheâd opened it for him. Couldnât have it go to waste.
âYou looked like you could use a drink.â
Scott nodded.
âSo, are you going to tell me the rest of the story?â Her voice was almost drowned out by the soft music.
Heâd known the question was coming. Had felt it in her look, her tentative touch, all day. Ever since Blueâs Clues had ended that morning and Taylor had let out a wail protesting against being ignored any longer.
That had been right after heâd told her about driving his Porsche into the side of a mountain. Taylorâs cry had been like divine intervention. Saving him.
âNothing lasts forever, huh?â he asked now, glancing at the woman whoâd found a way into his life despite the dead bolts heâd firmly attached to any doors that might be left.
She shrugged. Sipped. âSome things do.â
âYeah?â Divine intervention sure didnât. Taylor wasnât crying tonight. In fact, the rescue that morning had only bought him part of a day.
Or nothing at all. Because heâd spent the ensuing hours reliving the horrors. In one form or another.
âSure.â
âName one.â
âLove.â
Maybe. Finding out wasnât a risk he was willing to take.
âTake Alicia, for instance. Whatever happened between the two of you, wherever she is now, the love you felt for her obviously still exists.â
Obviously. He stared at her,
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