served his country forty-five years, and, six months after retirement, found out he had stage four prostate cancer. Theyâd taken his prostate but found the cancer had already spread to his liver and lungs. Heâd gone through chemo and even a few experimental trials, but nothing had worked. Heâd finally said enough.
Henry took a few deep, labored breaths, the tubes in his nose fogging. âIâm trying to starve myself, you dumb fuck. Why wonât you just let me die?â
âI get that, but hereâs the thing. Iâm not ready to let you bite it yet. I still need you around.â
âFor what? The only shit I was ever good at was being stupid and screwing. And you donât got a problem with either of those things.â Henryâs laughter turned into a hoarse round of coughing that ended in a few painful wheezes.
âShouldnât crack yourself up like that. Karmaâs a bitch.â
âFuck you,â Henry said weakly.
âSee, if you can still cuss me out, I know you arenât ready to die yet.â
âTyler . . . â Henryâs voice was hoarse, and Tyler met his foggy gray eyes.
âYeah?â he asked.
âYou . . . need to get yourself a life.â
Tyler took a piece of the roast beef off Henryâs plate and fed it to Apollo, who sat next to his chair at attention. He was a young dog, but he and his brother, Zeus, were going to make wonderful therapy dogs. Tyler enjoyed bringing them by the childrenâs wing of the hospital and watching the kidsâ faces light up. He was going to miss them when they graduated from the therapy program and became someoneâs sidekicks.
âI have a life. I have my place, my job, training the dogs. I even rescued a dog last weekââ
âIâm talking about something you can leave behind. Someone who will be there for you when youâre an angry old bastard being eaten up with cancer. Who cares if you live or die and cries at your funeral.â
âI care, Henry. And I promise to pour a shot of whiskey on your grave when you go,â Tyler said, trying to lighten the mood.
âAre you deliberately missing the point? Youâre young now, but eventually youâre going to wake up and realize you spent your whole life serving your country and you have nothing to show for it except a broken dick and a lot of bad memories.â
Tyler patted the older manâs shoulder. âIâll get married, eventually. Donât worry about it. Iâm more concerned with Nurse Hatchet coming back and seeing that you didnât touch your food. She looked like the type that would strap you to the bed and force-feed you.â
âJust let me be, kid.â Tyler had never heard Henry so dejected, and for the first time, he realized that Henry meant it. He wasnât just being a martyr to start an argument.
He was done fighting.
The doctors had given him six months a year ago, but heâd proved them wrong. Heâd been beating the odds for a while.
Tyler set the Jell-O on the tray and, unsure of how Henry would respond, took his friendâs hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. âOkay.â
âDonât you got some kids to entertain?â Henry didnât shake him off or call him a pussy, like he would have a few weeks ago. It made the grief squeezing Tylerâs chest hurt worse.
âIâll get to them soon. Right now, I figured Iâd talk you to sleep.â
âWhat else is new? You canât tell a decent story to save your life. You should try something with bloodshed, intrigue, adventure, forbidden loveââ
Tyler scoffed. âWhen have you ever told a story about forbidden love?â
âThat girl I met when I got back from Operation Desert Storm.â
âWhat girl? You mean the hooker?â
Henryâs face turned beet red. âShe was not a hooker; she was an exotic dancer.â
âYeah, I hate to break
Morten Storm, Paul Cruickshank, Tim Lister