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the imploring look of a drowning man as I passed him, but I only winked and closed the door behind me. He was the professional diplomat here, he had been bred to deal with people like this. A great crack of thunder echoed around the roof as I made my way up an ornately painted staircase to my room.
    For a long while I did not consult my papers or try to put my thoughts in order, but only lay on my bed, my mind as unsettled as the turbulent sky, which had turned a lurid shade of green as the thunder and lightning grew nearer and more frequent. The rain hammered against the glass and on thetiles of the roof and I wondered at the sense of unease that had edged out the morning’s thrill of anticipation. My future in England, to say nothing of the future of my work, depended greatly on the outcome of this journey to Oxford, yet I was filled with a strange foreboding; in all these rootless years of belonging nowhere, depending on nothing but my own instinct for survival, I had learned to listen to the prickling of my moods. When I had intimations of danger, events had usually proved me right. But perhaps it was only that, once again, I was preparing to take on another shape, to become someone I was not.

    I HAD BEEN in London less than a week, staying as a guest of the French ambassador at the request of my patron, King Henri, who had reluctantly agreed to my request to leave Paris indefinitely, when I received a summons from Sir Francis Walsingham, Queen Elizabeth’s principal secretary of state. It was not the kind of invitation one declined, yet the manner of its delivery gave me no clue as to how a statesman of such importance knew of my arrival or what he wanted of me. The next day I rode out to his grand house on the prosperous street of Seething Lane, close by the Tower in the east of the City of London, and was shown through the house by a harried-looking steward into a neat garden, where box trees in geometric patterns gave way to an expanse of wilder grass. Beyond this stood a cluster of low fruit trees in the full swell of their blossom, a magnificent canopy of white and pink, and among them, gazing up into their twisted branches, stood a tall figure dressed all in black.
    At the steward’s nod, I stepped toward the man under the trees, who had turned to face me—or so I believed, for the late-afternoon sun was slanting down directly behind him, leaving him silhouetted, a lean black shape against the golden light. I could not gauge his expression, so I paused a few feet away from him and bowed deeply in a manner I hoped was fitting.
    “Giordano Bruno of Nola, at Your Honour’s service.”
    “Buona sera, Signor Bruno, e benvenuto, benvenuto,”
he said warmly, and strode forward, holding out his right hand to clasp mine in the English style. His Italian was only faintly coloured by the clipped tones of his native tongue, and as he approached I could see his face clearly for the first time. It was a long face, made the more severe by the close-fitting black cap he wore over receding hair. I guessed him to be about fifty years of age, and his eyes were lit with a sharp intelligence that seemed to make plain without words that he would not suffer fools. Yet his face also bore the traces of great weariness; he looked like a man who carried a heavy burden and slept little.
    “A fortnight past, Doctor Bruno, I received a letter from our ambassador in Paris informing me of your imminent arrival in London,” he began, without preamble. “You are well-known at the French court. Our ambassador says he cannot commend your religion. What do you think he could mean by that?”
    “Perhaps he refers to the fact that I was once in holy orders, or the fact that I am no longer,” I said, evenly.
    “Or perhaps he means something else altogether,” Walsingham said, looking at me carefully. “But we will come to that. First tell me—what do you know of me, Filippo Bruno?”
    I snapped my head round to stare at him then,